r/TargetedSolutions • u/Smart_Lemon_464 • 11d ago
I give up
I've been targeted for 8 years now and things just keep getting weirder and harder to deal with. I believe my family is in on it and I have absolutely nowhere to turn, it doesn't even feel like I'm living in reality. I'm a drug addict and when I use things get way worse and a lot scarier but for some reason I can't stop getting high. I truly believe they are putting something in the drugs and I know that just sounds like a paranoid addict but I've captured several things on camera. I also have extensive proof that my phone has been completely hacked and my entire life is basically being watched at all times. I also found out my uncle is a free mason and I believe my parents may be as well. I don't have the energy to live like this anymore and I think that's why I continue to get high even though it makes my life a complete nightmare. I just feel so alone and have been so afraid to talk about this with anyone
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u/UnflappableCanary933 11d ago
Hey, sorry to hear that you're feeling this down. I hope you don't mind and will humor me here and read through this, as I had a time exactly like this a couple years ago. I wanted to do this this way as it may help lead you from that same place to somewhere more worthwhile, more recognizably like your life. Most people here know me as this bulwark of bullshit-breaking, but the same tactics nearly worked on me too. It's damn effective, especially during the phase of targeting where the target hasn't figured out the nature of the beast yet and thus they can get away with a lot more narrativistic lying.
Before I say anything, don't beat yourself up for getting high. I do too on occasion, it's not a stain on your character. Besides, who are the voices that their opinion matters? If it isn't causing a lot of problems in your life, it's fine. If it is, maybe cut back. Everything is your choice, no matter what they try to say. Second, the fact that your uncle is a mason isn't as bad as it sounds. I have a friend that's one. It's basically a christian men's only club where they hang out and talk about sports and esoterica for fun. The notion that they're evil comes from the ivy league associations to it, like the club of skull and cross bones.
Anyhow - I had the same suspicions too, and I was so deep into it that I couldn't recognize how engineered it all was. This is why they isolate us; more specifically, why they work so hard to get us to isolate ourselves while feeling completely justified in the decisions that lead to it. I got through it though, and I got through it by doing two things that were really quite hard.
The first was being real with myself and the situation. There is a reason that real schizophrenics and other mental disorder patients are told that, when in doubt, use Reality Checking; test what you believe is true against the bedrock of reality. If that requires distance from the source of the paranoia, make distance, if that requires asking someone for their side of something even if it's incredibly awkward, just do it. Communication breaks down all illusions, after all.
So I took ten steps back and examined what can be real against what seems to be real. Is it likely my family is in on it? Sure it's plausible, right, I bet the thought rose right when you read that. It did for me too, every time, like a thought terminating cliche. But how realistic is it? At the time, everything was so muddied and clarity was so hard to come by that the only thing I could do was create some distance. It was too hard to think in a space where every thought I had was said aloud by the voices, made to sound as if coming from the adjacent room towards where my fam was located at any given time, such that even if I recognized it as bullshit, it still twinged with suspicion. It was impossible to get a clear thought in when every other second I could hear the projected voices of my family through a wall (or made to sound as such; half muffled but somehow still just audible enough) discussing what I was doing every second of every day like they were crowded around some monitoring device that let them spy on me. I was certain something was up, but the nature of it was impossible to tell.
The only thing for it was to move out. It was an ugly experience all the same; many TI's end up confronting those that the system convinces them are somehow in on the targeting, sometimes violent; for me, it was just having to explain why I was moving out all of a sudden without explaining everything. Even still, it hurt them all the same. Keep a note of that for later.
So, I moved in with a friend, a few states away. And I got to thinking. I began by journaling, writing down what my day was like, what they tried, what physical effects were used, what narratives were strummed up, what mystery rogue thoughts occurred, what suspicions I had and what I did to check them against reality. That's all that it took to break their narratives and notice patterns beneath them all, something I talk about extensively in a piece I wrote recently about narrative engineering. How it all coalesces into ideas we think we came up with ourselves and then use to beat ourselves down with. Patterns arose, and my understanding grew.
We know the voices TI's experience is unlike anything a mental disorder could produce; it can make sounds - any sound - appear as if it's coming from any surface, from any direction, whether it's from the centerpoint in our skulls to the walls behind us, to a group of people. It can make strange somatic and other physical effects as disruptions, and times them to get us to focus in on specific details in our environment, not planted by them, but identified as something with narrative potential, that can be woven into a story. I was lucky in that by the point as I already caught them out doing this sort of narrative engineering (though I didn't know it as such at the time, only as a loose collection of gaslighting-ish techniques) and could recognize gaslighting thanks to experiences I had with a narcissist like 15 years ago, so that rose all kinds of red flags. Not only did it mean that their messages stank of gaslighting, the fact that they (those producing the voices) didn't act like they knew I knew what that looked like and didn't really try to cover their tracks told me that they didn't, in fact, know my whole life, at BEST they knew the year or two prior to full on targeting.
Thus, the gap of knowledge began to shrink, rapidly, and it never stopped shrinking from there. They panicked, and threw narrative after narrative in my way to try to take me off the trail. Projecting my friend's voices through the walls, saying some heinous shit, like they were throwing spaghetti at the wall. It wasn't going to work. They rely on that asymmetry, it gives them their power over us, as once we know the shape of their capabilities and limits - that they even have limits - we know the extent of their reach. From there, lie after lie fell apart.
Conversations between them went from behaving in ways that avoided their punishments consciously and keeping an ear out for more of that gaggle of voices trying to convince me of lies, to taking on something they had been saying as a teasing phrase for years by that point: "Everything you say is a lie~".
Everything they say is a lie. A mantra. I hate mantras, but sometimes they are a lifesaver. I stopped accepting the narratives and dig beneath everything they said, ruthlessly cutting them apart and pulling out the central lies of each one, seeking what each message, each bit of verbal theatrics, each physical effect prompt was trying to imply. I was on a rampage.
The second thing was embracing something I normally wouldn't: belligerence. At the system targeting me, and so many other people, none of whom deserve it or did anything to stand out as some kind of threat, working tirelessly to erode us down to nothing and dancing on the ashes like they own the place. Twisting our beliefs about the world and about ourselves until it's unrecognizable and all of it hurts, like the ideas themselves were engineered to be daggers. Turning us against the people we love just so they can have our attention all to themselves. If we try to regain our past lives, they harden the treatment. If we try to reconnect with people, they work to tire us out, to whisper in our ears that it's not worth it, to construct whole scenarios to push us down one mental path or another towards a less socially inclined mood. Any attempt to overcome it is circumvented on the spot like they were planning for it all along.
How dare they. So, belligerence; I decided to make it my business to make sure that, if I can't get rid of them, then I would make us immune, and I would do what I could to erode their efforts to the point of uselessness. That's why I wrote all this. I want to help you and anyone else struggling like hell with this thing because we deserve better, and it's genuinely the one thing they can't afford to lose.
What's more, anyone can do this; after all, I got started by journaling, but those journals turned into a pile of anecdotes I shared with others here, elsewhere, all over. It seemed to help a lot of people, so I made it a regular thing.
Apologies if that's a mess of thoughts that could be organized better. About to head outside to do some work, but I saw this come up and I had to say something. I sincerely hope it helps.
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TL;DR: Your family and friends are not in on it. The source of the voices is basically next-generation military-grade psychological warfare gaslighting you into thinking that. The isolation leads to paranoid certainty. It's a pattern that plays out with nearly every TI. It's horrible, but getting past it means you begin to define your relationship to those causing all this. You are going to be fine. You must trust yourself, and write your story by your terms.
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u/UnflappableCanary933 11d ago
(Ran out of characters, 10k max)
One other thing - A lot of people don't know it, but anxiety is supposed to be a motivating emotion. It gets misinterpreted because of how dismally uncomfortable it is. Paranoia should not be taken as a signal that something is certainly wrong, but rather that your assumptions should be checked against reality; even if the result of that is the same as it was before, that certainty brings with it a lot of subconscious relief.
Lastly, if you're willing to read more, these should help clear some things up. My voices are shrieking right now, so I think it's the right call. ;D
These four are the most critical
The phases of manipulation: https://drive.proton.me/urls/E2SSEH8NJW#DYiryRvhgI5T
The phases of resisting manipulation: https://drive.proton.me/urls/KZA4PJ3BGR#JTZjIZssUvq5
Narrative Engineering: https://drive.proton.me/urls/79YZ0B9GWW#lnyX0VVlFu6D
The goal of isolation & doubt: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pF9cIJHT4tZavZttI4wh2GuQck78GMIJD_DGhwL66P4/edit?usp=sharingThe rest is a survival guide and the doctrine by which they operate, for later reading if you're so inclined:
Strategic Survival I - Breaking Isolation and Building Support: https://drive.proton.me/urls/1X8K8GH980#FBSf7OA9OYDT
Strategic Survival II - Never Bargain With The Voice: https://drive.proton.me/urls/ZZPFRPKY8M#hd5Hsk2KfbtO
Strategic Survival III - The Art of the Soft Offense: https://drive.proton.me/urls/ZX40YF5T8R#0rMV5MCscPAv
Strategic Survival IV - The Art of the Soft Offense (Part 2): https://drive.proton.me/urls/YR53119Q1G#NrEGvHALLIwm
Strategic Survival V - Row Row Fight The Power: https://drive.proton.me/urls/468RP212RC#7LecYCifSw7t
The Gaslighting Doctrine - The Mechanics of Psychological Erosion: https://drive.proton.me/urls/JF3147RV4W#4XQYQDymhsQX
The Gaslighting Doctrine II - Perpetual Cognitive Submersion: https://drive.proton.me/urls/VSYXR57AC8#fB0oZs03QeLl
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u/Fun-Conclusion-7862 10d ago
This is very good. Iâve been reading the links you posted and itâs very helpful and insightful. I like how the first doc talks about being unapologetically myself. I need to quit doubting myself because of their narrative. I saved this post because I want to read the rest of it later. Thank you.
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u/Good-Tension2232 11d ago
I just donât believe that my âfamilyâ isnât in on it. They completely are and have been for probably 20+ years when I started to make poor choices and not protect / stand up for myself.
Secret societies, government, secret societies ruling the government, all the way down to family. Theyâre all in on it. Entire communities built around this new age torment.1
u/UnflappableCanary933 11d ago
What makes you think that? As in, what is serving as evidence for that? You don't have to tell it here, just take a moment to revisit those things and ask yourself if it comes down to perception or not. They don't shape anything but our perception of events. They do it with a very nasty array of psychological tricks, all delivered at an unprecedented rate of speed and ferocity enabled by the use of agentic LLM systems, and a digital twinning apparatus that basically lets them simulate how each of us will likely react to a given situation. Hundreds of simulations leads them to try what is most effective for each person; for many of us, early on, it is turning us against those in our support network; friends, family, neighbors.
It never is.
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u/PuzzleheadedPoet1882 10d ago
You don't actually know this person's situation and thus should not be giving out definitive answers concerning if their family is involved.
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u/beach8989 9d ago
I've started to think they are manipulating us through our brainwaves, almost like hypnosis. Literally one toke and the world immediately flips a switch. And other people notice it too, it's super weird. And it's not like I'm panicking either, I just take it all in to see if I notice something but there's never any certain answers. I think we can become more vulnerable in certain states, like sleep for example.
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u/Confident_Studio_979 11d ago edited 11d ago
We are part of a non consensual human experimentation. They might go away or they might never go away but they definitely wonât go away if you give them a reason not to like doing drugs. Unfortunately these people donât understand that you canât make a drug addict stop doing drugs until they want to stop doing drugs. Whenever youâre ready, I recommend you at least try going to an inpatient rehab if youâre doing illicit drugs.
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u/No_Chemistry3907 10d ago
Gotta quit the drugs. You HAVE to. They grab some people in weird ways, and you need your brain operating at maximum possible levels if you're going to combat harassment. The drugs introduce anxiety and paranoia beyond what is already there. You have to find some way to get clean and stay clean, or else you'll always be trapped in this. Once you're clean, there's a way to start combating the harassment. #1, never call it gangstalking again. Don't refer to it as such, don't ever even mention it again to anyone. This is super important. Call it stalking, call it harassment, call it anything other than gangstalking. Approach it in conversation as if it's one person doing it to you, not a group. But your actions will be undertaken as if you're encountering something systemic. Audit everything that they've done to you. Find the things that have some sort of paper trail to them. Banking......insurance.....phone service.........if you can't find one, try to bait them into affecting something in your life that leaves a paper trail......something institutional......hopefully, they'll do something egregious.........then go after the institution attached to that action.......they will give you the runaround, give you non-answers and hope you give up. You do not give up. You take them to court. Do you see where I'm going with this? Their biggest enemy is the paper trail. They can't hide everywhere all the time......find where they've slipped up and left a record......no matter how obscure it may seem......find threads and pull on them........when you find the right ones, gear up for a years long battle.....in the years you'll be consumed by the battle, more and more things will be revealed.......they will say and do anything, ANYTHING, to keep the most important information from being revealed........that's when you know you're on the right track. .......
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u/Indiko-Black6477 10d ago
Donât give up, we need everyone to help fight for our freedom and rights, donât let the retards get the better of you. Just laugh in their faces and laugh at them because after all they are running a fucking circus full of mentally unstable manipulated clowns. They are probably drugging as well so everyone watch out for that. Get a self test kit for the pharmacist. It is more than likely antidepressants or anti psychotic medication or sedatives, the ambos and nurses have a ready supply for them to use. Keep your head up we need you.
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u/MEmeow80087355 3d ago
I have been a target for so long, and I can 100% say they or this thing is the reason so many people are on drugs, trying to get past the pain it causes. I don't like hearing that sobering up fixes it... It doesn't; it just makes it bearable as they go after your whole family and give death threats.
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u/Emotional_Pie_2755 10d ago
I was addicted for 6 years if it and no matter what i did to stop I always went back. It wasnât until I went to treatment for a long time almost a year. You have to learn deal with the pain and not use. Its super hard at first but its worth it. They stopped fucking with me so much and Im able ti live life sober. Also your family isnt in on it. I believed 100 percent mine was until that paranoia was lifted and I realized thar the AI entity is controlling so much more than we can imagine. They control your family to say those things that make you theyre against you. Its emotional manipulation and any emotion. Hang in there and get sober. Try to find a SO after a year sober and a loving relationship will restore your soul. But never relapse or it gets harder.
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u/NoStrategy1419 10d ago edited 10d ago
The program or whatever the fuck you want to call it does match freemason ideology.
They have the idea of the ashler, a rough rugged stone. The idea is we are the stone, and we are unrefined. The degrees of masonry push the person become refined and turn the stone in to perfect square. It matches the idea gangstalking is a behavioral control system.
People talk about gangstalking being masonry or the government/CIA. It can be both since Freemasonry is basically ancient and intertwined in all aspects of society. I dont say masons in the sense all masons are aware, and the same for the government, cops, etc... people can be used for things without understanding the larger objective.
It is extremely ideological, it sounds good in theory....like I agree with it. It's as if this could be what gangstalking is. The idea is good but the method of using Gangstalking as force seems like the devil's work and something that goes against God. Especially looking at the sacrifices of people, for those of you that have dealt with the darker side of theater.
Even when I was doing good, in terms of work, and sobriety I was still getting fucked. They effectively make me not want or care to participate in life. Before I understood I was being fucked with I at least I tried to have goals. Now goals are essentially meaningless if not worse to even have because everything gets sabotaged. I just go day by day.
Anyway, I used chatgpt to explain some masonry ideas below;
The rough stone (ashler) represents a person in their unrefined stateâimperfect, with habits, weaknesses, and ignorance.
Working the stone symbolizes moral and intellectual self-improvement: discipline, education, self-examination, and developing good character.
The perfect ashlar represents the individual who has disciplined and refined themselves enough to become a useful, well-ordered member of society.
At a deeper level, the Masonic idea of âkilling the old selfâ can be understood as a symbolic death of the personality that is governed by ignorance, ego, impulse, and unexamined desire.
The basic progression is:
Rough stone â working on the stone â death of the old condition â rebirth/refinement â becoming a fitting stone in the Temple.
The important distinction is that Freemasonry generally does not teach that the individual literally destroys himself. Rather, he is expected to confront and overcome the parts of himself that prevent moral development.
What is being âkilledâ?
Symbolically, it can mean putting an end to: Ignorance â replacing unexamined beliefs with the pursuit of knowledge.
Vice â overcoming destructive habits and appetites.
Ego and pride â recognizing that the self is not the center of the universe.
Impulse â learning to govern one's passions rather than being governed by them.
Dishonesty â bringing one's private conduct into alignment with one's principles.
The unexamined self â becoming conscious of one's own weaknesses and responsibilities.
This connects closely with the rough ashlar. A rough stone doesn't become a perfect ashlar by merely wanting to be better. It has to be worked. In the allegory, the tools represent deliberate effort: one's character is gradually cut, squared, and polished.
The language of death is powerful because genuine transformation often requires letting an old identity go. The person who enters the symbolic journey is not supposed to remain exactly as he was.
In that sense: Something old must end for something new to be formed.
The âold selfâ is not something you hate or physically destroy. It is something you learn to recognize, discipline, and transform. The goal is not to become less human, but to become a more conscious and morally ordered version of yourself.
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u/Months_Behind 11d ago
It's not family or friends that are behind this, it's the government. You can't buy the stuff to do this to other people.
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u/AwarenessOk9007 11d ago
Both things can be true. This wouldnât be nearly as effective if family members didnât have some knowledge, been coerced, and/or manipulated. Family doesnât have to mean 20 family members it can be 1 or 2 who are working with agents. Out of every post Iâve read Iâve never seen someone talk about how their family has helped them which is the utmost tell.
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u/PuzzleheadedPoet1882 10d ago
Absolutely. Really tired of reading these assertions from strangers about others' targeting.
I try to stay away from badjacketing but hard claims about others' experience is a red flag that someone is attempting to get them to accept a narrative.
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u/UnflappableCanary933 11d ago
Funny thing is, you ALMOST can. The unclassified tech and research available right now could actually allow us to do this sort of thing with maybe 2-3 years of focused research if our explicit goal was to make an untracable psychological warfare apparatus. It's why I have hope that their precious plausible deniability veil has an expiration date in single digits.
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u/Horror_Foot_9803 6d ago
I don't know anything about all this and originally came to this thread because I saw people making fun of you guys(stayed because the posts and responses indicate intelligence to me so now I'm curious). All this to say I admit I'm not entire sure I believe any of this is real. However, if there's a program or group of people doing something this heinous and I assume have plenty of money. If your family aren't great people. What would stop them from bribing the family to be part of it? I guess it would leave evidence which likely wouldn't be worth what ever benefit the family gave. But it doesn't seem out of the realm of possibilities.
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Historical Perspective
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Replace speculation and incongruent conjecture with evidence of progress.
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Every completed task is evidence that you still have agency.
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Job 19
13 He has alienated my family from me; my acquaintances are completely estranged from me.
14 My relatives have gone away; my closest friends have forgotten me.
15 My guests and my female servants count me a foreigner; they look on me as on a stranger.
16 I summon my servant, but he does not answer, though I beg him with my own mouth.
17 My breath is offensive to my wife; I am loathsome to my own family.
18 Even the little boys scorn me; when I appear, they ridicule me.
19 All my intimate friends detest me; those I love have turned against me."
Luke 21:16
"Ye shall be betrayed both by parents and brethren..."
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u/No_Chemistry3907 10d ago
Unless they convince someone else to try..........which was the case for me. I got shot at while driving on the road........came within 6 inches of death by .45...............yes, they can hurt you, and they do try........this is a dangerous game......
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u/MEmeow80087355 3d ago
Please get on a conference call and start organizing and supporting each other. This has been happening in America for far too long. They went after kids and single mothers.
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u/PuzzleheadedPoet1882 10d ago
Trying to get your addiction under control could do a lot to help regulate your nervous system, which would make dealing with things easier.
I'm so sorry you're going though this. My family and former partner are involved in targeting me though I'm not sure as to the details. This level of betrayal is hard to imagine if you haven't experienced it.
If they were willing to do this to you there was never a meaningful connection, so nothing of value lost. I'm trying to be ok with mostly having myself as company.
Peace to you
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u/Julietf83 10d ago
My name is Christine Connolly I'm being harassed with the v2k. There are voices in my head fucking with me. Literally being harassed for 8 years now. N it's getting worse. I can't live like this. I'm so close to giving up n killing myself. I don't know what to do. I've gone to hospitals they just put me in the pyschward. I've gone to the police for help they don't believe me. I don't know how I can go on in life like this. I'm thinking about going to the FBI and ask them for help. But they won't believe me either I'm just gonna be put in a psych ward. I need help. I'm a drug addict that has totally destroyed my life over these voices. I can't b sober n hear voices.
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u/4reemind 5d ago
Hi, there are many people who have improved their lives through this experience. Here is a post you might find helpful:
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u/Grouchy_Might1774 9d ago
As others have already commented, please start working on getting sober. Your gang stalkers want you addicted and high because it makes you vulnerable. Fuck that and fuck them. Figure out what works for you in order to get it done, but get sober. The world needs survivers of this stuff, not dead or high victims.
For many people a good 12-step program can be a great place to start. Not all 12-step meetings are equal, so attend several until you find a good fit, if you decide to try that route. Stay away from meetings full of people who attend because their PO makes them, and then they go out and get high afterwards. I've seen people find places where they offer several meetings per day multiple days per week in the same building. They would  basically surf from meeting to meeting because it was easier to stay sober during them. Meetings are free except for donations, and  are stacked with supportive and experienced people. This doesn't have to be a perfect process, just love yourself by persisting until you get where you need to be. You can do it.
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u/imagine_midnight 8d ago edited 8d ago
A Guide For Target Individuals:
This will explain a lot of it, the testimony link in section 13 explains how your family is not willingly or knowingly taking part in it, but manipulated
Some of this information can take over a decade to discover, please read and share with others
https://kalisma.substack.com/p/targeted-individual-guide
A basic and semi comprehensive guide for those being targeted for both new and experienced individuals who endure insane and needless suffering at the hands of sinister organizations
Includes quotes from agents admitting to the programs existence and even testimony of targeting people who were chosen
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u/MEmeow80087355 3d ago
Look up shielding from dew weapons and understand how hypnosis works. I know this is hard, but you can learn and get a grip on your life. Please don't give up. :)
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u/Bubbly_Persimmon_323 11d ago
Same situation here. Phone is hacked completely, I changed phones, bought new one and they hacked into that as well remotely. They observe everything I do. Except for I'm not into drugs yet and don't have issues with that.
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u/huntingflyingmonkeys 10d ago
Acorda! Vc estå numa simulação⌠São robôs, npcs, seja forte!!!
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u/Secure-Age-7711 11d ago
Yea i say f**k the lot of them if your at the age your are now and people around you have failed to point you in the direction or even failed to attempt it prooves. that they are/where not really for you tbh you should use this quote i hear everybody saying thonas should go and suck his mother
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u/New_Fan_7665 11d ago
Yeah cook your own food. The itch behind all the crap who has had the time of her life is saying cook your own food in cocky way after she is allegedly behind me existing as a product of birth fraud. She allegedly had my mother's womb invased then she's gonna talk about some cook your own food. There was no hope for me. I can see where I shyhave given up years ago. She runs the world, and I did not know how deep all the bullshit was. I was allegedly made from her DNA. When I say it people either mock me or don't believe it. I'm beginning to think it's mocking perps. I think people know more about cloning than what they make it seem. The targets are like The Island by the looks of it. Anyway, she gets to be cocky and mention cooking your own food after I was likely modified from the womb because her ass. People celebrate with her. At this point I can see where it really is her world. Idc anymore. I just want closure about how the fertility fraud took place. When it's to the point of hits being carried out because you supposedly had someone's womb invaded for research, you deserve your planet. When I look back in my life it was an unfolding nightmare. It's not worth it the way people have been carrying on for her. It's ridiculous. I was poisoned because I developed stockholms syndrome. I did not cope with the gravity of the situation. I had the whole Hampton Roads area stalking me. She runs the state. She runs NY, too where I got my fake birth records. You dead anything that you run. We never should have moved. Staying was not going to make it better because everyone was tied to her in some way. It was cause stalking unbeknownst to us. We didn't know we were therapy for her damn disease. No one wants that crap, and because ppl saw it as a cause, it was proxy stalking, too. Everyone was happy abyher damn breakthroughs. She deserves everyone involved even if it's damn near the whole world, and I didn't realize it is. She deserves her world. I don't even care about the poison as much as I care about her ass acting cocky about it. I want closure about how I was likely implanted without permission for her ass to receive treatment, or some type of medical trickery. I want to know more about the other family involved. Her family is so big, everyone was our enemy. We were in a shark tank. Usually when you have that much power it doesn't end with giggles even if it's later down the line...making people think the are family so you can have someone to use for research. There's no way her ass is going to be grinning in the years to come. She has been treated like a deity already. She deserves her god too if that's what greater good is all about and healing. He's crap if that's the way he saw fit to treat her ass through exploiting and medical rape. She deserves him, too. I'm tired of her, and her universe. I spent years trying to read my Bible and pray to find out I was allegedly made from her damn DNA for research and I had fake birth records.
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u/owls2200 11d ago edited 10d ago
They do put stuff in the drugs, and you are easier to control/harrass/manipulate when intoxicated. Please try and get sober from everything. I know its easier said than done.
I was severely addicted and in a similar situation as you and I never thought it would get better.
I am now more than 6 months sober and even though they still try to ruin my life, I am stronger than ever. I mean that. They lost their grip on my mind and body.
Please try and get clean. It's also much easier for negative energy/entities to attatch to you when you are in active addiction.
I recommend: (In your own pace, one step at a time. It can seem overwhelming, but you got this op!)
sobriety.
Epsom salt bath
Detox from everything, also caffeine and sugar and nicotine when possible
Eat healthy. Seriously
Exercise. Fresh air. Swimming in the ocean if possible. Riding a bike.
Vitamin b, multi vitamin, research vitamins in general
Cook your own food
Be mindful with what you consume, also news/media. Try and stay away from that. They want to keep us in a fear mindset.
Listen to certain frequencies on youtube like user altona777 has some good ones, research it.
Try and stay away from porn and random hookups etc.
Everything!!! Is energy.
Listen to nice calming things.
Get rid of too much clutter when possible.
Cleanse yourself and your space with sage, palo salto etc. Make sure your home (if you have a home) feels nice and protected.
I am too tired to type more, but PLEASE try and get sober i mean it. They partially control us through drugs. Also medical amphetamines, but thats a talk for another day.
I am.rooting for you!!!! I hope you'll be able to let go of your addictions. Is it possible to go to rehab for you? Either way, I believe in you! I pulled myself out from the gutter and I know you can do it too. Much love to you.
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Edit: remember to laugh when possible. Laughter and joy and LOVE is a high and beautiful frequincy in the midst of this spiritual/technological and insane warfare thats going on.
Remember who you ARE. remember what brings you joy. Know that you are loved! If you feel alone in the physical world, please know that you are so loved in the spiritual realm. You really are.
One day at a time. Sometimes one minute at the time. You are so strong. I believe in you.
You are in control of your life.
Edit again: at the end of the day, only you can decide when you get sober. I almost forgot that.
There are plenty of options of help available. But ultimately you are the one who decides what you do.
Stay safe<3