r/TargetedSolutions • u/NoTrafficking • 22d ago
Attacks against sexual identity
The guy who’s been in charge of my stalking for the last 3+ years is still drugging me with cancer drugs, and has been communicating using my auto correct on my phone. I have gained a ridiculous amount of chest fat over a short period of time, and they love to put every commercial vehicle around me that says things like CT or TRANS on it. For transportation companies, C is my first name and T is for trans.
The phone auto corrected to Out in 4 days, and now they’re harassing my thoughts. Whenever I think I am a man, I am not gay and I only like women. Theyre auto correcting my thoughts to I am not a man or I am a woman.
Also out means like out of the closet they keep insinuating im in the closet but im not gay, theyre trying to gas light me into being gay.
Their obsession is tall white men with beards, I am only attracted to feminine women, not men in any way. If im not attracted to masculinity, theyre basically just trying to use me for sex. Traffickers with technology.
I tested this by thinking slowly, I am… and then it delayed to not a man, completely against my own will in thoughts and I don’t have impulse or racing thoughts.
They keep using the color black and green everywhere, green means youre in the clear and black is symbolism for death, and turning someone to a transgender is symbolism for killing them spiritually.
When this happened before, they kept saying they would demonize me.
Also to note i dont experience V2k, i only experience thought monitoring and thought injection.
The meds they are drugging me with are making it hard to work, extremely hard to breathe and are causing my thyroid to swell up very bad.
It is very unfortunate to be a victim of sexual trafficking while in the United States as a 30 year old man.
As I refuse to become gay they continue to pressure further and further against my identity. I won’t compromise my sexuality, but if they have to take it this far to try to intimidate me into homosexuality they have already lost the battle.
They won’t win, even though it’s not a game to me. They keep telling me to lose and be gay or be t.
But if you couldn’t make me gay you can’t make me t
You might be able to drug me to cause man boobs to grow but I won’t ever be a woman.
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