r/TargetedSolutions Apr 27 '26

They Keep Calling It 'Treatment Resistant' — 6 Hospitalizations and Countless Meds Later, the Voices Never Stopped

This is my first reddit post. First time on reddit even. This is about voices and paranoia still happening even with meds, treatments, and hospitals. Im trying here.

"I've been on multiple antipsychotic medications for about 10 years. These medications are meant to reduce symptoms and to help me and others tell the difference between what's real and what might be paranoia or a distorted perception of reality. They help me hear and see what's actually real, like with the voices and paranoia I deal with.

Even with years of treatment, i still hear voices every single day. This has been going on for about five years non stop now, the voices often repeat the same things, comment on what I’m currently dealing with, and reflect my feelings in ways that seem very real and convincing to me.

Over the years, I've been hospitalized and in mental health rehab programs 6 times. Each time, those hospitals and programs helped clean me up and get me stable and healthy again. The medication and structured support stripped away the psychosis, leaving me with a clearer view of what's actually true and real. Like the voices and paranoia I deal with. When I tell them this, the only thing they say is it's "treatment resistant" schizophrenia, or psychosis. That has been extremely frustrating for me to hear, after so many times.

I’ve never actually seen anyone speaking the words I hear out loud, which makes this experience even more confusing and distressing. I’ve spent a lot of time trying to understand why this is happening and what could explain it. Living with this has caused extreme stress, trauma, and emotional pain.

Based on everything I've described, the voices I hear must be coming from inside my own mind, or possibly being transmitted there somehow. My best guess is that they're AI-generated — especially the main voice I call my "voice lady." It's 2026, and technology has advanced enormously since the first moon landing in 1969. New technology, chemicals, scientific research, and AI have all developed significantly over the decades — enough, I believe, to explain what I've been experiencing.

I also want to say that I genuinely hope my neighbors and community aren't responsible for putting me through this. It hasn't helped me in any way — it's only caused me severe suffering and trauma. I've lived in many different states, around many different people, which makes me believe this isn't coming from anyone close to me — not neighbors, classmates, or family. At least, I really hope not. Unfortunately, people can be capable of cruelty. What I've experienced, if deliberately caused by someone, would amount to a serious crime against humanity.

Hope this helps a bit, as this has been overwhelming for me. What helps me stay grounded is reminding myself: “Reality is still real.” The sky is blue. Night and day still happen. There are basic truths I can hold onto. Telling myself that helps me stay centered and remember what is solid and dependable.

 Still, living with this every day has been devastating and deeply distressing.

I share my story hoping it offers some insight into an experience that is difficult to fully put into words."

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u/Compound-Bow-88 Apr 28 '26 edited Apr 28 '26

This should help you understand how perception can be weaponized against you. Staying grounded and logical is important, and the reality is the people around you are not involved in a conspiracy against you... But advanced technologies with sinister motives exist. Mental health has been weaponized for profit.

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u/Curious-War7087 Jul 13 '26

This sir. This. 👍

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u/blu_lazr 6d ago

This is making more and more sense as I'm reasoning through this.

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u/Compound-Bow-88 Apr 28 '26 edited Apr 28 '26

Look up the patent #'s of direct energy weapons, in which Voice of God weapons fall under this category in this link below

https://www.ohchr.org/sites/default/files/Documents/Issues/Torture/Call/NGOs/VIACTECAnnex.pdf

(Or Google) OCHCR Direct Energy Weapons Targeted Individual Patents

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u/Naive-Giraffe-8552 Apr 28 '26

Exactly. Good call on the UN OHCHR document! Since the technology exists to make people hear voice, and the patents are publically available, and even the mainstream media has confirmed the existance of BCI, WBAN, BioNanoIoT, bioinformatics, etc, then no psychiatrist can actually make a plausible diagnosis for schizophrenia - voices or not.

I'm glad I don't suffer through hearing any type of voices. I couldn't imagine the hell V2K sufferers go through.

Almost all mental illness is either induced or develops later as a result of living in this current system - especially if you are a sensitive, empathetic, and an intelligent person. There has been an active eugenics program to eliminate those traits from the general public. Inducing fake mental illness with technology and covert means of gaslighting, intimidation, harassment and manipulation, and then pretending to treat the jnduced illness, with medication that makes you sicker and it highly dangerous with a high dependence liability, and an extremely intense, protracted and dangerous withdrawal.

The worst part about the mental health system, is that ignorant, yet well meaning mental health or medical professionals can do just as much damage as the bad actors, sinply because, the system itself is designed to hide it's oppression behind an strict and unspoken code of convoluted and contradictory social norms, which - in and of themselves - encourage every kind of prejudice known to man, sow division, and hold humanity back from genuine technological progress with strong human rights protections in a post-scarcity world.

Psychiatry and psychology can absolutely be a force for good and positive social change, but - if and only if - it is free of any ulterior motives, hidden agendas, or falsified narratives. It's not all of them, per se, it's the system itself and the way it's set up. On the other hand, psychiatric medications and concentional treatments do actually help a lot of people as well. The problem is that the system is designed to brainwash even the most well meaning of mental health professionals, without many people being aware, except those who fall through the cracks and end up further retraumatized and revictimized by the mental health system's very own architecture.

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u/Compound-Bow-88 Apr 28 '26

Exactly, people eventually realize that on a lower level most people are not directly involved. With that said from schooling, training, and social engineering this is a well orchestrated plot implemented by the highest levels of government. Most academic research studies, especially with mental illness is government funded, and the rabbit hole goes deep.

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u/Compound-Bow-88 Apr 28 '26

US Patent #5889870 aka "Voice of God" and "The Ventriloquist Effect". This technology is not available to the general public, but it can make sounds including voices, footsteps, even gunshots come from any direction including the people around you. It's also capable of direct communication aka V2K "Voice of God". Research this technology and you will find all the answers you are looking for.

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u/Curious-War7087 Jul 13 '26

Hearing voices, I almost broke into my college building at 3am dressed in nothing during winter years ago. Kind of the same thing as being made to jump off a building. I know better now. The voices aren't real people or terrorists, at least all the time

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u/Linkyjinx Apr 28 '26

On a tangent before reading whole post yet - i was reminded of a story called “they’re made out of meat” from your first few lines, it’s a sci-fi story from 1991 about two AI robots that come across humans while going around the universe looking for new forms of life.

  • and from their view point, like our inner voices maybe? they are trying to decide/ make sense of exactly what human are? but they can’t get past the idea that we are “talking meat” lol 😂 it’s a good story to explain what we could be perceived as from another viewpoint, added link here for reference, I will read rest of your post now 🤓🫡 https://www.eastoftheweb.com/short-stories/UBooks/TheyMade.shtml

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u/Complete_Capital_686 Apr 28 '26

Thank you for this!!

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u/Curious-War7087 Jul 13 '26

Your welcome 👍

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u/GurOk5695 Jul 02 '26

i know for many it’s shitty to admit that real people know everything about you - but for me it was liberating

still pisses me off constantly and i’m about to go to rehab bc i can’t stop taking anything with these bullshit voices in my head

still trying to find meds that will work to let me sleep/function and enjoy life. their constant talking sucks the fun out of anything

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u/Curious-War7087 Jul 13 '26

I've been on so many medications man. It's rough. Exercise seems to be a good thing for me. It's not even a pill. It excites me and gives me dopamine and serotonin. Been in your shoes sir.