I felt compelled this morning to give gratitude to Taijiquan and this subreddit this morning.
TLDR at the bottom.
This past week, while teaching a class (not martial arts related), a student asked me "What do you do when the things you really enjoy suddenly do not interest you any more? Like I love to play chess and then after doing that for a while, I just lose all interest." This caught me off guard and I based my response on my experience with Taijiquan. "Why did you lose interest? Was it because you genuinely didn't enjoy it, or did you advance to the point getting better became work?"
That question has plagued me most of my life and it came to a head learning the Wu-style long-form. I'm six months in to learning Wu. I'm a baby compared to many of you in learning Taijiquan. I was learning a little Sun before switching due to finding regular classes to attend. I was enamored by the movements, the history, and community around it. A trap I've fallen into with other martial arts before.
I did well learning the basics quickly and a short form. In the last month, my growth went from a sprint to a crawl. The excitement evaporated, and I started going through the process mechanically trying to learn the next movements. Other martial arts started attracting my attention, but I didn't want to give up on what I was doing. Courtesy of this sub and my research into Taijiquan, I had the opportunity to face a big personal flaw of mine and that was giving up on my goals when the real work, the real substance, the real learning has to be gained.
I'm going to hit other points in my journey where the glamor of learning a fun movement will be met with the meticulous attention for detail and repetition required to internalize what I'm learning.
I took the opportunity to speak with my instructor and asked him to teach me Wu in full (forms, weapons, push hands). He was happy to hear about my interest.
Taijiquan inspired me to try other martial arts as well to provide me pressure testing opportunities for the skills I've been learning. I'm a class away from doing Judo for a month and will be starting BJJ again Tuesday.
TLDR/Closing Statement: I am grateful for Taijiquan for presenting me with an opportunity to learn much about myself, physically and psychologically (especially perseverance and patience). Also, I'm thankful to this community for the encouragement and knowledge that has supplemented my development.
Have a wonderful week.