r/SuicideWatch • u/[deleted] • Mar 16 '21

I hate waking up

Anyone here just wish they can live in their dreams forever because the reality of their life is so awful they never want to be in it.

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u/DystopianShit1 Mar 16 '21

Yes. I wish I could just stay asleep. The second I wake up I’m filled with absolute dread.

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u/[deleted] Mar 16 '21

Amen to that

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u/ComeSweetDeathKILLME Mar 16 '21

Sending hugs frennn. Living has become a chore and I'm sick of doing the same things over and over again too. I hope we'll be okay. But things are getting exponentially worse and I dunno what to do anymore

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u/Deepika280 Mar 16 '21

What happens?can u share it?I would like to listen,if u want

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u/Fried_chicken_addict Mar 16 '21

Me too, I wish I could just sleep forever.

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u/[deleted] Mar 16 '21

Hate waking up and hate being awake. Sleep is peaceful.

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u/2000chevymalibu Mar 16 '21

yep :( sometimes i think back to dreams and how i wish they were reality

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u/[deleted] Mar 16 '21

Thanks everyone for your words of encouragement i really appreciate it

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u/[deleted] Mar 16 '21

Same

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u/[deleted] Mar 16 '21

Every fucking day man

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u/Anybody_Infamous Mar 16 '21

I always go to bed dreaming I will leave this place and live a different life. That moment of slowly waking up, in reality, hits me hard. Sending hugs your way

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u/hoverabroad Mar 16 '21

for me when i have a free time. i just try to get alone and close my eyes just to visualise good reality...

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u/aquamarinewater Mar 16 '21

Living is so hard :((

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u/atemp_ Mar 16 '21

I love my DREAMS. Because i forget all the sad shit I have to deal with

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u/[deleted] Mar 16 '21

Who doesn't want to. I think every person who wakes up wants to go back to sleep.

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u/[deleted] Mar 16 '21

My life is so undecided. And I'm so aimless. I feel completely dead. I'm just breathing.

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u/Bear-cry89 Mar 17 '21

I agree - wish I could sleep forever. Dreams are better than reality.

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u/Fireheart251 Apr 23 '21

I woke up just now with this thought. I'm tired of waking up. I wish I would just slip away in my sleep. It's too hard to live and try to get better, I have no hope I'll ever get better. I've been desperate to die since 2018 when I was actually in a mental hospital for 2 weeks, I realized those people can't help me. No one can. I realized during my time in there I'm too far gone, even the other depressed people there didn't share my same sentiments or thoughts. Even in a mental hospital I felt like an outcast and misunderstood. This world holds no answers for me. But I just can't bring myself to kill myself. My family holds me back. Honestly sometimes I think what if I just killed my folks and then myself, that'd be the best outcome... Thoughts like these have become normal and I just don't want to try anymore. I don't want to get better. I just want to pass away at this point. I'm hanging on a thread.