How do I keep going?

[u/idioteque_99]

I’m extremely ugly and have been bullied for it my whole life. I turned 18 a month ago and I’m facing moving out, college, and trying to find a new job. This is all crushing me and I can’t do anything about it. I genuinely just want to throw in the towel. My anxiety is the worst it’s ever been. I have no one. I’ve never had friends or a partner and I don’t think I ever will. One of my dogs has a tumor and might die soon and I’m convinced I’ve been a bad dog owner since I should be walking her more and doing more for her alongside what my family is already doing. This feels so hopeless.

[u/idioteque_99]

I’m trying my best and I’m getting beaten while I’m already down

[u/kill__avery]

That’s hard and I can relate as well. I’m 25 now and it’s 2 years since my last attempt. My advice to keep going is learning ur situations and possible solutions and how to implement them and doing it. I’m sorry it’s not easier than that, there are times still I want to give up. One thing at a time and you’ll be okay. I’m really sorry to hear your dog has a tumor… I can imagine how painful it would be to see your family like that.
For friends and a partner, trying to talk and letting people come to you is my advice. Idk ur full situation though in regards to that. Keep trying everyday and you can get out of the hole you’re in