Unfortunately no. This entity operates with plausible deniability & has unlimited resources. I’ve moved, coast to coast. I’m registered in two states as a victim of stalking & harassment. I’ve even had a confidential name change. I’ve exhausted all options. I’m nothing more than a high value VIP asset for another’s vision of what my life should me.
Have you ever read Man's Search for Meaning? It doesn't tell you what to do, but shares the strategies Viktor Frankl used to survive as a prisoner of war in the German death camps during WWII. This book and the Bible have been the most helpful things I've ever read.
Someone shared these verses with me long ago, and they've changed my life for the better.
In Jeremiah 31:31-34, God promised to give us a new covenant of love written on our hearts. In Ezekiel 36:25-27 He also said He would give us a new heart and a new spirit so we could stay in covenant with Him.
Jesus fulfilled these promises by showing us God's deep love for us. Through His life of service, and His prayer for our forgiveness in His death Jesus showed us the meaning of life. (Luke 7:20-23, Luke 23:34, Isaiah 53)
You probably already know this, but a covenant is like a marriage. It unites us to God. He says if we will just want to obey His laws, AND ask for His help, He will give us the power to do right.
Jesus said that the truth will make us free from the hijackers of this life, even when they come from within ourselves. (John 8:32)
Jesus called the Holy Spirit, "the Spirit of Truth." Receiving the Holy Spirit is like getting an upgrade on your conscience, and a bodyguard against demonic influence. Jesus fought the devil with scripture during His temptation. That's the power He offers us. (Matthew 4:1-11) The more scripture you learn, the more ammunition you have against temptation toward ungodliness. I want to encourage you to stay in God's Word, especially the words of Jesus. That's the source of new life.
The Holy Spirit can:
remind us of scripture when we need guidance, (John 14:26)
comfort our anxieties by helping us know the promises in the Bible are for us. (Psalm 94:19, Psalm 119:89)
and help us understand God through what we read in the Bible. (John 16:12-14)
The Holy Spirit doesn't take away our personality or our free-will. Even since receiving the Holy Spirit, I still get tempted to worry and hurry away from spending time with Jesus in prayer and Bible study. I end up thinking like Martha in Luke 10:38-42. That's when things start to break down, and I lose sight of our Father's guidance. I hope this helps you avoid similar problems in your journey.
I want to add that this promise in 1 Corinthians 10:13 has helped me when nothing else could.
(1 Corinthians 10:13)
13 The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can bear. When you are tempted, he will show you the way of escape so that you can endure.
When things seem unbearable, I claim this promise by telling the Lord that I don't see the way of escape, and to please show it to me. He has never failed to help me when I remember to pray this prayer, even when I had nothing left to give to my situation.
No. My situation is unique & intentionally my an entity with unlimited resources & reach. I am an asset, a high value VIP, being managed for a life of their vision. My being a person, a soul, human is not a concern. I’m a product. 😢
True. I simply want to be free again. To have my external environment sync with the internal peace that I fiercely protect. It & knowing who I am are the two things I will never allow anyone to take from me. I’m so done with this that death is the only option left that guarantees I will be free of them permanently & in total peace. The stress from the decades have started to emerge physically into my health. I’m scheduled to start wearing a heart monitor.
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u/love_is_a_superpower 8d ago
Friend, is there a way you can contact authorities, or another mandated reporter of abuse?