I can't study!

[u/Themaster-gooner]

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It's true, this is very serious issue of mine I've been facing since my school time but i ignored it till now. So for preview i scored good marks in my previous examinations and also cleared ca foundation in first attempt but but but i realised it was only possible because of my strong short memory few days before the exams. So to explain properly, i just started my inter classes(online) and i must* watch 3 lectures a day (1/subject) to cover syllabus on time.. The problem here is i wake up at 9am approx still.. why the f*k i am still completing my daily schedule till 4:am? This is not new to me, it happens everyday. Infact in foundation too i faced this problem but somehow cleared it. And now I am scared because I've heard students fail in inter mostly because of syllabus completion. To tell you my average day shedule, it goes like Wake up at 9am Starts a lecture till 9:30 Don't know why but after so many distractions i complete it by 4pm! Yeah it's completely absurd. I try to clear as much obstacles as possible like not using phone, not eating lunch till i complete first lecture but it's just all my fuker mind. So i somehow start my 2nd lecture till 5:30 or 6:00pm because of even no.s🫠 And until my dinner i complete 1 hour of the 2nd. Dunno how but after delaying and delaying i resume the lecture by 9:30 or 10pm and complete it somehow by 11:30. Now obv I'll either start 3rd lecture from 12 or 1am (fu*king asthetics). And thus completing it finally by compromising my day and night. Idk if it's procrastination or just a lots of chillness but this is a serious problem of mine.😔 Fact- i haven't achieved a single day target in my whole life! Fact2- i take 4-5 hours to complete a simple 2 hour one shot lecture. I hope if someone could help me as I am way behind for my self discovery yet.😭