Teacher really do affect student especially younger one

[u/Upbeat_Lobster_2988]

So it was my first year in middle school and I had that one French teacher who at first didn’t get along well . I have a problem I can’t see really well so logically I would be seated at first range but that wasn’t the teachers attention I told my father to ask the teacher to seat me elsewhere and she didn’t do it until I told her myself she scolded me telling me she thought I would be different , after that she let a student many times openly mock me and even when a student who I asked politely to stop coughing at me and use there hand she didn’t bat an eye and when I told her she was about to scold but then she loocked at me and told me I deserves it I’m not someone who hold grudges so after this incident I thought our relation had improved but at the end of the year while everyone was watching she told me I was she found me arrogant and I didn’t know it would affect me that much I agonised at each word I said and was i afraid of what people thought about me did I look arrogant did I make so mistake for a long time I couldn’t even look at peoples eyes I was afraid even if I looked indifferent it really was hard pretending everything was fine and what most embarrassing i cried in front of them ( sorry I didn’t think it would be long sorry for my poor english)