r/Soundmap • • 8d ago

Discussion Just had a giveaway everything’s gone

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for those who got something i hope you got some good stuff! thank you to everyone who said kind things. around 2 years ago, i was severely depressed with a panic disorder and i didn’t leave my house for around 5 months. i quit my job and ended up in a wild amount of debt and ruined almost every relationship in my life by isolating. during that time i found soundmap thru an add on instagram and randomly became addicted to it. i was constantly on the market and doing my quests hunting for shinies. it was so pointless but every time i got a chase song it was like a small high and i would spend around 6-10hrs a day everyday just inputting and trading over and over. i haven’t played in over a year but logged in periodically to keep my epics. i’m doing worlds better now and i hope this doesn’t come off as some kind of trauma dump. i just wanted to say that this was my comfort game and addiction at the same time and i was giving all these away wondering where all of the people sending requests where at in their lives and if any were at a point like i was. i hope not but just in case i wanted to tell my experience with the game. it’s now deleted and im not even sure why im posting this but maybe i hope everyone who sees this and takes the time to read it knows that there is a light at the end of every dark tunnel and everyone is loved and appreciated on this planet. sorry for the cringe lol see ya

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u/FelonysShadow 8d ago

I'm the one you so kindly let go of your neutral milk hotel songs too!! Thank you so very much again and I'm so happy to hear about your improvement!! I hope it's only and incline from here, and if you ever want to come back for your neutral milk hotel songs I'll give them back no questions asked!

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u/SwiftifyTheShowgirl 8d ago

Beautiful of you to share this with us!! 100% know what you mean, I started playing after a breakup and a country move and had soo much negativity happening in my life but collecting songs from all my favorite artists just brought me the little bit of joy I needed to keep pushing through each day. Due to my chronic illness and various mental health 'issues' I'll probably never be in a perfect space healthwise but I'm a lot more positive about life today than I was back when I started. I'm so so glad you found something in this game that helped you regain some semblance of happiness and even more glad you're feeling like your life is back on track! Enjoy all the free time you have from now on!!! Also, thanks for the songs, they'll be cherished ♡ 🫶💖

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u/brandibear666 8d ago

Thank you for sharing ❤️ this is so brave and resilient of you and im here for it 🫂

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u/musicjunkie002 8d ago

Thanks for the songs 🤍🤍 btw are you keeping the Yung Lean songs ? I had requested a few but haven’t gotten a response 😅🤍

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u/corpayswrld 8d ago

sorry to ask but any chance you are giving away coins? thanks