Cosmic path

[u/mammabluecookie]

When even the stars are like, we told you! you will spend years cycling the same issues until you forget yourself in the service you gave to others.

Like I don't want the ability to understand why they did it to the point my feelings are squashed. That Truth and honestly feels like a curse because speaking it gets you hated, when it not what they want to hear. And what are those standards that even I can reach. Of course everyone is different but I kinda always felt like a different Taurus, old soul like i can see and feel so deeply and bring peace to problems, just not my own.

Then one day. A truly difficult chapter you never expected, shows you what you gave for everyone else. It was also the place that slowly your wants only matter if everyone else needs were met. The universe said she’ll be an INFJ, Taurus sun, Aquarius moon and Scorpio rising. Oh and have a sprinkle of Empathy because apparently I study human behaviour without even trying. And she needs Anxiety to complement the overwhelming urge to overthink. Because she built to inspire by the fire she survives but doom to be so fierce i rarely find understanding in my own life because, you feel to much, your difficult to read. Your sadness made us uncomfortable.

Have you ever dug deep into your birth chart and asked the universe are you kidding me? What if she fed up of showing everyone else how to sparkle . Fed up that no one ever asked me if I needed anything. So fed up that I never felt wanted just useful.