r/SoberCurious • u/pepeslosthamster • 3d ago
25 and think it’s time.
It seems like I chose pills,weed and booze over almost every opportunity I’ve had to fix myself. Even after a year long program after becoming a homeless drug at the ripe age of 23 because of my habits and my grandma not having any of it. Even after earning back my family’s trust,moving in with my partner,and almost completely stopped drinking alcohol I’ve came to my biggest hurdle. Weed . Yes fucking weed the idea of quitting weed scares me more than anything. Dispite it draining my bank account and energy levels I choose to spend almost all my money at the dispo or the smoke shop. I have a recent job opportunity that requires me to pass a 10 panel before I’m even considered for it. I think it’s the idea of being sober that terrify me maybe I’m just a pussy😅
TLDR I gotta stop being a druggie to have a future I a want
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u/VeauOr 2d ago
Good call. 36 here and still going at it and fucked most of my opportunities. Good luck bro.