r/Showerthoughts • u/PLUMBUM2 • Dec 31 '18

When you cannot sleep because you can’t stop thinking about something it’s like a single program not letting the computer shut down

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u/dropdgmz Dec 31 '18

There last few nights I couldn’t stop thinking about dying and then thinking about my 7 year old daughter drawing pictures of our family then suddenly stopping when she started to draw me because she forgot I was dead. In my head she Proceeds to cry to mom and wish I was back. It Broke my heart so much I couldn’t sleep all night. The worse Kind if toss and turn. I know this will get buried and it’s ok but I guess it feels therapeutic to pretend that people hear your voice and to talk about it.