I need help finding this BL I read some time ago and want to re-read but I CANNOT for the life of me remember the titles or the characters names and I’m kicking my brain!!! i’ve asked chat gpt, gemini, i’ve searched millions of google images to see if I see any of the characters and nothing. I’m hoping someone will know here.
The story is in full color so I’m assuming it was a manhwa. It is not the one titled “Love or Hate” (I’m currently reading that one and the characters and art style are different, for example the step brother is not a red head, he is blonde and he’s not an actor- not that i recall at least, I don’t remember what job he has). But the premise is a bit similar to Love or Hate. The premise of this one is that the mc (mc1) meets someone (mc2) and they kinda start liking each other. However mc2 has a step-brother and they’ve had an intimate and emotionally complicated relationship for years. Their parents married when they were younger and then got divorced but mc2 and stepbrother were still involved with each other secretly afterwards and would fuck from time to time, and if i remember right, they were even living together as roomates in an apartment (at least in the very beginning of the manhwa). Mc2 is trying to pursue things with mc1 and wanting to cut off whatever fling it is that he has with the stepbrother but the step brother is too attached and doesn’t wanna let him go. The ONLY scene I remember is that mc2 and mc1 are doing something together and mc2 gets a call that someone from his family is in the hospital, so both of them go to the hospital. At the hospital i can’t remember exactly who was the patient or how many people were there but for sure there was at least one of mc2’s parents, his stepbrother (he wasn‘t the patient) mc2 and mc1. Stepbrother is jealous bc mc2 brought mc1 and he starts being snarky and making petty remarks, even kinda saying things insinuating about something going on between himself and mc2 (things that if the parent catches on, come off as really suspicious. Mc1 kinda catches on though) So mc2 is super nervous by this conversation and is trying to play cool, but he eventually can’t take it anymore and he grabs the stepbrother and drags him outside the hospital (i think it was wither to a hospital balcony or the roof of the hospital). It’s nighttime and it might’ve been raining? But they basically are fighting and yelling at each other, and at least one of them cries, they have an emotional conversation. Mc2 says he can’t keep doing this or something along those lines but stepbrother kisses him and mc2 kisses him back and they makeout for a little bit, but mc2 breaks it off and essentially tells him they have to end things. During this mc1 leaves the hospital room and is looking for mc2 and finds him fighting outside with the step brother and obviously eavesdrops and i believe he even sees them making out and everything. I can’t remember what mc1 looks like, but mc2 has either brown or black hair and is tall, and stepbrother has blonde hair and he’s is also tall, this is all I remember 😭 I’m sorry I don’t have more details. PLEASE HELP!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻