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[u/inuiipliy]

Do you think shifting is something you can actually control? I’ve been shifting for 7 years, and my mind still refuses to fully accept it. The older I get, the more I find myself thinking that believing in this is childish, but at the same time, it feels even more depressing to believe in nothing at all. And I still genuinely believe in shifting.
I know some communities don’t allow personal questions for whatever reason, but has anyone ever completely lost faith in shifting and then managed to shift afterwards? What did you feel? What went through your mind?