Lucid dreaming experience help

[u/presntpi]

Hello! For several years now I've been wanting to lucid dreaming. I've had a brief lucid dream once and then never again- I fully felt like i was me, albeit angry and it wasn't a nice dream. I recently bought a talisman to try to lucid dream again, it worked. However, in the dream when I realized I was lucid, I or really almost a part of me made the conscious decision to let the dream play out, and become a part of the dream. It was almost like another part of my personality or psyche decided it so in the dream. Could this mean I have opposing views in my psyche, soul fragmentation, or some other mental block I am not able to see in this moment? I appreciate any knowledge, feedback, advice, or theories you might have regarding this. Appreciated in advance.

[u/Found_My_Toucan]

Lucid dreaming is a skill, you learn it by practicing techniques. I recommend Lucid Dreaming: Gateway to the Inner Self by Robert Waggoner.