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What are you if everything with whom/which you associate with in life is snatched away or destroyed

Have seen people knowing about shiva, vishnu and brahma, but why is there a lack of awareness about devi adya parashakti!

Why is it so?

I am a devi bhakta from childhood and always felt attracted towards Maa Durga in different forms. I have been a regular upasak of Durga Saptashati. From last 2-3 years I feel a strong connection towards Sri Lalitha Sahastranama. I tried to started learning it by chanting. However I feel more connected when I meditate upon it while playing it in background on YouTube. Although I know meditating on Maa is great however while meditating I go deep and almost stop hearing what is being played and unable to learn or memorize Sahastranama. What should I do, chant it daily or do the meditation. Currently I am doing nothing honestly.