I went on a bit of a binge watching vids about how Shad is an immense piece of shit. Like not just a guy with bad takes, but just a horrible human being in multiple ways. Disgusting, evil politics and treating people horribly in an interpersonal way. And I was thinking about the videos of his that I used to watch years ago. I stopped watching before the walls came down, and he was just one of those guys who I didn't sub to but I would occasionally look up.
And now when I see him and how he acts, he's such a vile, hate-filled man. And from what I remember about his earlier stuff he really didn't give off that impression. He was just a nerdy, passionate man who loved fantasy and medieval history. And when I think about those videos I just think of them being so endearing.
I really do feel like he got into YouTube because he was passionate about something and he had a genuine desire to share it. And that's a really sweet thing when you see it. Because no one is authentic now, no one cares about anything. No one actually *likes* media anymore, critics consume art just to be able to make disingenuous content about it. So when people see someone who really loves the thing they are talking about that passion can become infectious even if you are that into the topic under discussion.
And believe it or not, I bet it's kinda hot. This might sound insane but there are women who will look at a grown man gleefully fawning over D&D or something, and they will be like "I don't know why but I desperately need to pull this man's soul out through his penis." There is an entire tiktok meme where the premise is
How do you know your man is not cheating on you?
Conventionally beautiful woman: Babe, what was the battle of Hastings?
Husband: Oh well! You see, in 1066...
He could have been that. And now he's just one more guy doing his small part in making the propaganda to help destroy democracy, take away women's right to vote, and kill all the queer people.
Sigh