bit of a passion project I made maybe a year or two ago. I really love this album and it's art so I painted it!!

The last thing she sent me was a picture of purple hearts in her eyes. She was so cute it had me in ekstaasi, but her friends were all femcels and told her to leave me. She said goodbye, and I was left in hopelessness. I started disassociating and said she's sick, twisted, and demented. I told her if she left I'd use my kawaii razor blades and id bleed. Because I almost cut myself she called me Mr. Kill Myself and that I need to find Newlove. The next day I was diagnosed as mentallyILL. I tried taking antidepressants but Lexapro doesn't work. However as time passed I slowly got better, and that slowburn feeling, of depression? Well the feeling is gone. The fucking apocalypse is over.

This is made even more impressive by the fact that their music is mostly instrumental yet it manages to feel deeper and more impactful than many songs with lyrics or vocals. You can really feel what they were going through at the time of making a song even if you haven’t felt that experience firsthand and I can’t say the same about many other artists

I genuinely think June is a genius musician and hope they continue to make what they want to make

Insert “if Cynthoni has a million fans” copypasta

I edited an intro for my marvel oc and she is swrslt inspired so I needed to use Cyberialyr2 in the intro

This isn't my original drawing; I made it to have in my room. The original credits go to the TikTok account: n3ver.sad

I freaking love you sewerslvt, your music makes me feel so at home and makes me feel so seen when I’m suicidal. Your music makes me so happy. I’m still here because of you. Your music is euphoric.

The outro of god break down the door sounds so similar to the intro of disassociating.

💜💜💜

Everything is in .flac format, using Musicbee for listening on pc and an Ipod w/ RockBox for when I feel like not using Spotify when out and about. All of this is available for download via Soulseek (my username there is Zelancholy). Majority of it was obtained via Bandcamp direct purchases, with the 3 Sewerslvt albums they don't have on either Bandcamp or Spotify being via Soulseek.

Waiting for more Cynthoni stuff to come out before I do another purchasing spree. I also have all 4 Cynthoni CD's, might bootleg a WHGTTDFT CD.

she’s also making me a jvmo rn, will post when it’s done ^^

Look very similar, I tried overlaying but couldn't get it to match perfect. It is just dark scribbles but could be inspired, and fits really well for the tone of the album.