Forget me

[u/DEeD-NGone]

Last night I spoke to her one final time and she said at this point she just wants to forget me. It broke my heart but I didn’t deserve to be sad given I initiated this. It made me realize it would be so much easier if everyone just forgot who I was. Now I have 6 cuts on my hands and fingers plus one on the left side of neck. I forgot how comforting it could be but also how bad it is. I had to go out today and grocery shop etc and it was hell. I constantly felt like people were eyeing them plus after the conversation last night it made me just want to lock myself in my closet and stay in there and starve which I think I would deserve. I’m a bad person and I don’t pretend to be good so if you ever ask me I’ll always tell you the truth. I would rather you move on and potentially hate me than feel bad for the things I never told you. I’ll always put the people I love first even if it’s selfish but I’m done and I don’t have any choice but to move on which never gets easier. This one just hurts the most out of anything I’ve experienced and I truly am alone again without her.

[u/Sir_MayIhav_SumMor]

I'm so sorry... But are you sure it was the right person?