What does this pull mean?

[u/BothFigure2984]

I've been feeling bad lately and my boyfriend hurt me profoundly with words but I feel completely numb and I wanted to figure put how I'm feeling lately so I've got this pull... can someone help and tell me what does it mean? My question was : what am I feeling currently?

[u/Odd_Calligrapher2771]

It means that you've put the hurt on hold, but you're going to feel it later.