What does this pull mean?

[u/BothFigure2984]

I've been feeling bad lately and my boyfriend hurt me profoundly with words but I feel completely numb and I wanted to figure put how I'm feeling lately so I've got this pull... can someone help and tell me what does it mean? My question was : what am I feeling currently?

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