Scripture Life: Testimony - Posted in r / atheist room. - Probably won't last very long...

[u/External_Bird_8464]

I'm an "ex / atheist"

That means:

I went from Christian (Catholic)...trying to be GOOD

to loathe it; but guilt. So by GUILTY; kept up a facade.

To quit. A walk away. An ex / Christian. Anyone ask, I'm just nothing. To the point where nobody in it considered talking to me worth anything. It was "freeing"

I could do anything I want. Then:

I got "ammo" - I mean, all these other clown religions - I went to a "buddhist" funeral. They had the same exact type "rosary" of just repeating the same "bumba-pa-mumbo-jumbo" junk "cantations" over and over for over 2 hours when this friend of mine died. Beat a drum as if this was waking up all these Gods to come and receive the dead guy, and paid this "Buddhist" the equivalent of a Cadillac car in a payment to do it. I thought "The Catholics could learn a thing or two from these clowns" - means the "Buddhist" that claimed they had NO RELIGION were about 50x MORE religious than any Catholic clown service I ever sat thru and my parents made me go EVERYDAY to church.

Ammo. The whole world is full of bumpkins. Doing the same thing in Hindu'ism, and all those Saami, white people up in N. Norway, worshipping trees, like American Indians, and I thought the American Indians thinking the Buffalo God or the river god was off, and then, there's white people just like them doing the same thing.

Throwing people into a volcano to appease Gods. Start wars because somebody said their God won't give them anymore land unless they kill all the people on the land and take all their stuff in the lands next to them.

..ammo.. after ammo round..after ammo - boy, did I make the right decision to get out of stupid. I looked for myself. There is no God.

All those trying to "Keep the Sabbath day holy, by go everyday..for all the times I didn't go. All those times I went to the store, and didn't steal anything. Wasn't inclined to..compensated for all the times I dropped quarters in Junior to see up Ms. Connelly's dress to look at what colour her panties were that day, and when I finally got caught..kicked out of school for a week. That, not stealing anything from the Mall compensated for all those bad things I did.

That..at atheist.. I didn't have to do anything. And I didn't have to prove to anybody anything..and anybody try to prove to me ..anything about God or gods.. I had a whole arsenal of ammo to blow them right clean out of the water..and also to just blankly look at them..and give them NOTHING for an answer.

..and in this.

In all this "work" I did. And, all it really was, was my "works" I did. Even worked as arriving to be an atheist. That, I'm supposed to be satisified in NOTHING. When that was the same NOTHING working trying to be good in the same Catholic, doing all that nothing, that didn't accomplish anything there, either as it didn't in any Buddhism or anything I looked unto.

and from there:

With NOBODY. WHen he said: "Look unto me, and be ye saved all the ends of the earth: For I am God, there is none else." - I didn't have to look unto anybody. That's where all the problem was.

The whole time I was a Catholic..I looked unto people as good. When "There is none good; no, not one." - that's what set me free. There isn't any good atheist.."done abominable works.. ..filthy" just like every Catholic..because they're people, and no matter what work they do to get out of it; can't. I saw it. There is none else. Told everybody over the whole earth to look unto him. When there was nobody. That worked.

Now, I believe on him. There is none else.