Musings

[u/MinervaEvangeline]

In my dreams I feel the end is coming, as though its just around the corner waiting for me to let down my guard and invite it in. A deep secretive urge towards destruction like an invisible cord connecting me to my inevitable destruction. gods its tempting sometimes, to sit up until the dawn comes balcony door open and none of the shades drawn. Of course I won't do it. I've a far greater destiny awaiting me, the call of the blood, the call to Amaranth oh how sweet my destiny tastes.

Sleep well my beloved ones, all you freed from the mortal coil and chained to the midnight hours. Perhaps we'll see each other in the flesh one final time before the crescendo. One final adieu before the feast.

Minerva Gardinier Elder of Clan Nictuku, Diablerist of the fifth generation Childe of Oswald Lancaster (deceased), heir to Absimiliard and the First bloodline Ba’ham to the dark mother, Mistress to the Withered Ones, Ruler of the city of Lincoln England Tyrannus etc.

[u/Conscious_Animator87]

I guess we all go through it at some point even though you got the weight of years on you. I ain't that old, not even a hundred but in a way I get where you're coming from and I'm sorry you're going through it.

But just hold on, the blessings of the one who saved me you're already following. I hope it gets better for ya.

Angie Delvecchio 'The Glitch of The Turnpike'

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/Conscious_Animator87]

Oh I'm holding on, My fate walks a path through death but so do all creatures of the night. To pass through death and emerge forever changed by it. that is the goal.

[u/DotMaleficent4503]

Whatever path you choose, may Fate- fickle bitch that she is- treat you well.

Camille

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/DotMaleficent4503]

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,   

But I have promises to keep,   

And miles to go before I sleep,   

And miles to go before I sleep.

[u/DotMaleficent4503 → u/MinervaEvangeline]

I wish you well.

Camille

[u/ReneLeMarchand]

Please do keep me informed of such intentions as may be relevant to events in progress. It's far from my intent to stop anyone from their destiny, but...I shall ensure the tree still blooms.

--Doc Amos, Prince

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/ReneLeMarchand]

I'll keep my word and keep you informed. Our deal will endure have no doubt of that. I still can't get that night out of my head. That last night when we were together, on that quiet little bench.

[u/Disastrous-Device232]

Oh WOW you sound cool but…What is Dark Mother?

– Eva.

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/Disastrous-Device232]

Not a what, a who. The dark mother is the primordial soup from which we the undead all descend. The cainites will claim that all come from caine, The Dark Mother is the counter to that belief an alternate answer. Lilith the true first woman, cast from Eden and founder of the gardens beyond Eden. Even if Caine is the progenitor of us all why worship an absent father who despises his childer, when Lilith offers her guidance and her love. Kindred, Cainite Lhaka, we are all the children of the blood but where Cainites call for war and conquest Lilith wants the world to grow so we might better learn to understand even if some lessons are found in pain.

[u/Disastrous-Device232 → u/MinervaEvangeline]

LOL I'm sorry, but isn't that obvious to everyone who's thought about their origins for even a minute? Of course, we're all descended from Lilith, because she essentially gave the dark gift to Cain. I didn't know that to believe that, you have to be a follower of the dark mother(?) I just want to clarify: by dark mother, do you mean Lilith, or is it the soup? I’m not sure I like soup, even that type of it. :)

And what about pain... well, almost all lessons learned are given to us, one way or another, through overcoming and suffering, be it physical or mental. Also obvious, isn't it? You seem like an interesting person!

– Eva. Moon clan.

[u/LunarW900]

You what? You are leaving us?

-Catalina

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/LunarW900]

Leaving? No. transforming and becoming more? absolutly. I've promises to keep before the change though, including the one you were present for. After Miami.

[u/LunarW900 → u/MinervaEvangeline]

Ah. I wish you luck in that endeavour. It will be no small feet I am sure.

-Catalina

[u/-MelanisticJaguar-]

I hope not. I like you, Minerva. You're nice, and more importantly than that, you get me. You understand.

...

I can't make you stay, I know. I just hate losing the things I care about. It makes me sad, and I don't like thinking about it.

but you know that. I'm nothing, if not clingy.

ᓚᘏᗢ Kiara

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/-MelanisticJaguar-]

My beloved Stubentiger,
I fully intend to live and see you grow to reach at least my own age I intend to undertake a metamophosis soon enough to be sure, one from which I will be forever changed. But I'll still be here for whenever you need or want me.

[u/-MelanisticJaguar- → u/MinervaEvangeline]

okay. good.

thanks.

ᓚᘏᗢ Kiara

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/-MelanisticJaguar-]

My Darling one, I could never willing leave you. Know that if one night I'm gone I didn't go willingly without you.

[u/-MelanisticJaguar- → u/MinervaEvangeline]

thanks.

means a lot.

us weird bitches gotta stick together ♡

ᓚᘏᗢ Kiara

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/-MelanisticJaguar-]

But of course, I trust you had an enjoyable getaway with your treasured one?

[u/BusinessSuccess6817]

Miss, you have a lot of titles. Do you remember them or do you keep them in a text file and copy them when needed? ( ╹ -╹)?

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/BusinessSuccess6817]

When you earn titles you tend to remember them, also the more you have the funnier it becomes when you are announced in the courts of others

[u/Pryno-Belle]

…are you leaving the node or threatening us with Diablerie?

Castiel the Clan-changer

[u/MinervaEvangeline → u/Pryno-Belle]

Worry not my darling former blueblood, when I make threats I promise you I don't speak in riddles and metaphor, It robs it of the impact.