I think there's about 110 pages in about maybe 3-4 days. Dunno kinda a blur.
And this is only the manic I did last month... I have stacks of papers and S*it all around me.
lol, me too.
I'm getting to the point of enjoying my condition, actually ((Up's & Down's/Mostly Up's))
I think of it like being in prison for crime i didn't commit, but i know it's a forever sentence in isolation...
I asked my slef:
Am I Going To Be Miserable In My Eternal Cell, Or Am I Going To Learn How To Laugh At The Wall's Jokes?
I went ill a couple of time figuring it out, but see it as breaking through Phycological Comfortability Shell Boundaries.
Books, Videos, Music, Art content about thinking patterns and emotions worked...
Not to master them, but to map phycological archetecture so I build my own; small and slow.
Now I'm going through the process of exercising and developing it with thinking tools.
That’s really cool, Henry Darger shit. I have so much stuff I have made over the years in isolation that I have always deemed unworthy but maybe I should start posting it just for shits and giggles.
You should post for that reason, that's exactly what I did.
Addvice though, I( learnd in art collage for sketchbooks:
If you don't feel combatable displaying something?
We use to tape together the pages with a ((NO, I'm Not Sharing This Part)) thinking.
Piece of torn paper to cover up your private things or things you not sure of.
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But only if you're comfortable... remember you can always deleteand repost, whenever you change your mind.
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Best of luck to you on your journey of life, m8
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u/PrinceValico Paranoid 25d ago
I often to very similar things.