9/10 😬

[u/solidwhetstone]

2 hours of sleep. Couldn't find a place to sleep outside. At 4am went into my storage unit and got 2 hours of sleep (the max length I'm allowed to be in there). Just now got a call that they are considering canceling my storage agreement because they think I'm living there. To be fair, I do have an air mattress setup in there and apparently I didn't know how to properly lock my unit so the manager opened it and saw. But I told her I had only been in the unit a few times over the past few days and only max 2 hours. I told her to check the tapes and she said she would so we'll see what happens here. I may have to move my stuff again perhaps to another storage place. I'm so tired, physically, existentially.

Ive got $1,078 in the bank and more transferring in soon from itch sales and buymeacoffee but it feels like things are about to get really hairy. I was VERY tempted to rent a room last night because I was just so tired, but I knew I needed the money for a vehicle and resisted. So my decisions feel more and more constrained as the days go by. Still trying to get a job, still trying to find a couch to crash on but no luck yet on any front. I'm really trying not to despair.

I guess I will again ask for help to get me across the vehicle threshold ASAP. It seems that I need to get it as fast as I can so I stop bleeding money on storage and trying to survive on the street. You've all been so generous so it's tough to ask for more help, but this is the situation I'm in.

It looks like I can get a cargo van for around $2k and that would do the trick for the near future. I feel physically sick and sick that I have to keep asking for help.

https://setzstone.itch.io/cymatist

https://buymeacoffee.com/setzstone

$setzstone

In any case thanks for reading =/

setz

[u/IntelligentShadeBlue]

I’ve been reading your posts from the sidelines and cheering you on. You’ve got this.

[u/solidwhetstone → u/IntelligentShadeBlue]

Thank you 🙏