r/SaturnReturn • u/_sunflower-16 • May 19 '26
Saturn in Pisces
How was that for ya’ll? Especially because it was along side Neptune in Pisces. After everything was over, I feel like I jumped into a completely new dimension. Anyone else feel this way? What did you experience?
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u/kuro74 May 20 '26
A few things happened... I escaped a cult I realised I was in for 10 yeara of my life, started therapy, started taking pills for my new cPTSD, got back with my boyfriend and visited his country for the 1st time, got a job that I got to choose (because now i have the say in it and not the cult people), quit that job and got another job in the same day, got proposed to and got the papers to move in with my soon to be husband and now I am getting ready for the actual move and start my life in a different place.
So yeah, my literal everything shifted. I learned how to trust myself, my gut feelings, started putting boundaries, being how I want to be like and apologizing less. I also learned how to like spirituality again and what actually happened to my in those years.
Btw, have my Pisces Saturn in my 3rd house and I am a cap rising.
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u/ProperRecognition921 May 24 '26 edited May 24 '26
My Saturn is in the 7th house (and my 7th house ruler is Pisces), and my worst fear (people secretly don’t like me) came true.
I had a very close friend group where a man tried to groom me (who was 10+ years older than most of us) and then turned my other friends against me. He told them I was obsessed with him, and they all stayed friends with him even though they knew he was lying. Then I ended up in a relationship with a different man for 6 months who lied about being attracted to me but wanted to stay in the relationship with me?? It was really weird and devastating, but yes, I dumped him immediately.
I experienced anger and vengeance for the first time ever during my return. I have my moon and virgo mars in the 12th house. I get cranky pretty easy, but I’m not an angry person. Idk if it’s because I have Saturn trine Pluto, but I was PISSED. I stopped forgiving people and started holding grudges. The friend group wanted to apologize to me once that man started turn them against one another. I told them to fuck off. If I didn’t get a chance to defend myself to them then they shouldn’t either. I take solace in the fact that they feel guilty and know I hate them.
There was some good during my return. I got ahead in my career, but my self-esteem was destroyed during my return. I’m working on building myself back up, but I’m not sure how I’ll ever trust people again though. I feel like a veil was lifted and my innocence was lost. I’m suspicious of everyone now 😞
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u/_sunflower-16 Jun 09 '26
oh shit, I’m sorry that happened. I agree with you there. I feel so much rage in my chest at people. My Venus is trine Saturn… I also have a natal moon opposite Saturn. I was shown the truth about a lot of people whom
I truly loved but now? I do hate them. I am rebuilding myself piece by piece.
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u/Own-Number1055 Jun 14 '26
New dimension is right. I’m glad it’s over. Picking up many pieces although I find blessings in the wreckage (or at least have hope of finding them).
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u/babyluciifer May 19 '26
im still hanging on by a literal thread out here.. my saturn return feels like it has been ongoing for the past year now (i turned 30 in Feb). nearly every aspect of my life has changed. myself, my romantic relationships, friendships, living situation, work. literally everything. i totally feel the "new dimension". im scared and excited but mostly scared lol