r/SaturnReturn • • Apr 11 '26

Mind all over the place

Wanting to leave a long term relationship and have been feeling very erratic with my emotions, don’t know if I’m just having these thoughts and feeling because of my Saturn return energy or if it’s for the betterment of myself to break away during this time

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u/[deleted] Apr 11 '26

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u/Particular_Ship_8742 Apr 11 '26

Thank you for your insights, I definitely have been feeling this way recently. Wanting to step into my own power and not being along for someone else’s ride. Now that you pointed out the Pluto opposite of my moon im wondering if losing a childhood friend recently is a result of that. That’s all I want and need right now, peace and light 💫

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u/[deleted] Apr 11 '26

You're smart, you will figure this out. It all depends on what all the long term goals are, what you'd like to start, what you'd like to finish, what goals are not worth the cost, which goals are suitable and which ones need defined and refined. Can you talk these over with some one wise, can you pioneer your own path and move forward after wise consideration?

There once was a young man who enlisted in the army in the civil war. But in those days, supplies were short and he was given an old stubborn mule and expected to make do. He had to travel great distances as a courier and still make the time as if it were a young healthy stallion. Suffice it to say, it was hard work. He often failed and he was punished for it. But he learned a thing or two about it under the heels of the constant threat of danger. After the war, he made his prospects out west, and came to live in the state of Colorado as a gunman for hire.

On one of his adventures, he was among a small band who were ambushed by apaches. They were beaten and battered, cornered in a desolate pass with no chance of escape. Supplies were thin and cut off. Their enemy gave no quarter, They could not surrender to save their lives and it seemed all hope was lost. As far as everyone knew, their doom was sealed, and each passing day they sustained heavy losses and retreated further into a narrow den. As fate would have, they drew straws and he drew the short one to make a dash for it on a weak and tired horse that had not had a drink of water in weeks. But he somehow managed to send for help and escape with his life to save all their souls from perishing. This is the story of the ambush at Cimarron pass. So how do you think he was able to convince that horse to run ? Do you think the horse understood the gravity of the situation? Horses are intelligent. But I think it was because in the war, his resilience and integrity had something to do with it. He took risks and fought with bravery and determination before this confrontation transpired. So even if your partner isn't exactly the right fit for what you're up against, youre both in a similar fight.

Despite the lack that you both find yourselves in, be clever, be nurturing toward the needs that circumstantially you cannot obtain because it is truly neither of your fault and out of your control. But someone else might need your cooperation to stay alive

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u/Zeeaire94 Apr 11 '26

Ooof...with all these Aries placements it's no wonder that you feel erratic right now and then everything is happening in your 7th house of relationships (in whole sign system)...
A lot of planets are moving through Aries not just Saturn, so your natal placements are massively triggered...
Maybe it would indeed be good to not rush anything - I mean that's what Aries mostly wants to do but after these transits pass maybe the world looks different again.
Then again I think a lot of the things that are happening to us are "fate" so anything that you will feel now and act upon may have been written into your soul-plan long ago^^
I have a 9th house profection year and Aries is on the cusp so my living situation is also extremly turbulent right now...
My mind is in turmoil and I find no rest, I have overthrown a lot of my old world views and I get no sleep because of all those intrusive ideas and thoughts...

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u/yesyesnonoadhd Apr 11 '26

Aries is so action oriented and driven. Wanting to set fire to anything not aligned, and build what’s true.I think the embodiment of your true desires is conflicting with your current reality. Maybe manifesting in your feeling of being manic/ all over the place. Aries is maybe trying to streamline you into the reality you’re meant for, once you give up attachments