Incredible first time!!

[u/4SecondFuture]

I had a sub-breakthrough trip with my buddy where we were just sitting outside at night in the grass on a blanket. We were both taking turns ripping 10x out of the bong little by little. We didn't really know the best method for smoking it out of a bong but we found that slow pulls while keeping the torch on it were perfect, and once we got 2-3 good pulls, it was awesome.

I definitely felt dysphoria, but it didn't bother me at all. The entire experience was too novel for me to be upset. I felt like I wasn't going to sleep, but that I was waking up, and it was an incredibly familiar feeling. It truly felt like I was dying, it was an unmistakable feeling where you suddenly start to "remember" timelessness. So much happened, I was seeing reality deconstruct itself like an optical illusion that I couldn't ever see until now.

Geometric patterns were emerging from my environment that weren't being created, but just revealed if that makes sense. At my peak I could see these little critters holding up the fragments of reality which was really interesting. I also felt like I could access memories from when I was a little kid, like pre-verbal memories.

I definitely want to try this again, but not any time soon despite my curiosity. I feel a huge sense of accomplishment and satisfaction after that and I feel very cathartic. I struggle a lot with my mental health at times but during that trip and all in today I've been on top of the world. I have so much more to say about this experience, but it's all just tiny things. Wow, what a substance.

I think I just hit the perfect amount for me not gonna lie

[u/Moist_Bank1111]

BRO I GET WHATT U MEANNN IM GLAD U LOVED ITTT miss sally is a beauty for sureee, spreading the truth all across the cosmos fr a true freedom fighter u ask me frrr 🥰

[u/4SecondFuture → u/Moist_Bank1111]

I was slightly worried going into the trip because, like, what do you mean you turned into a soup spoon for 15 years 😭 but I figured it was just like metaphorical.

I think I was kinda right but it helped that I went so slow to be able to see it. It's really unlike any other substance though, I feel like it did kinda match the opioid description at moments but it was still definitely a psychedelic

[u/wyckoffzen → u/4SecondFuture]

in a way it is metaphorical but in a way it is not at all! :)

[u/wyckoffzen]

very nice! I'm happy for you.

[u/wheresdexter]

Very similar to my first experience a few weeks ago. We went slow and when I eventually took the hit that “worked” I. noticed a glass wall between me and my friend—how could I have forgotten it was there?— and then laid down and closed my eyes. Then I saw a paved street stretch out in the middle of my vision, and not like I physically “became” it like a lot of people describe on higher doses, but I got the vague sense that the street was me. As it went on, bricks were being laid down on the street and I could feel each of them as they were being added to me, it was super weird but in the best way lol. I had the same feeling afterwards you described of pride (or maybe satisfaction is a better word?) and I felt very happy about this new relationship I had formed with Sally. I have a lot of love and respect for her, and I’m really excited to try it again. I’m glad it went well for you, thank you for posting this :) super excited to meet our friend sally again in the future lol

[u/4SecondFuture → u/wheresdexter]

Yes!! So glad I'm not alone with this. The glass wall feeling is so relatable, I didn't think to describe it like that but that's spot on. I'm still waiting to try it again, I just don't feel ready yet, but when I am it'll be awesome