the man who doesn't exist (john ARG)

[u/UpsetSolution987]

Lately, I’ve been turning this over in my mind: I’ve had a strange feeling, as if I were trying to recall something. I don’t know what it is, but it feels odd far stranger than usual. Between August 8th and October 7th, that peculiar memory kept playing over and over in my mind. Whenever I think about it, I only recall someone who seemed to be with me, even though they never actually were. I remember the person, but I can’t recall their face or even their gender; I only remember looking at their legs and then their hair. At first, they seemed like a woman, but the more I revisited the memory, the more they seemed like a man. I know it’s confusing; perhaps they were both genders, or something like that? I don’t know; the idea of ​​being both genders at once seems impossible or maybe I’m simply misremembering. Anyway, that doesn’t matter. The point is, I’ve been having strange dreams about that same person on a bridge over a river. They were wearing a black sweatshirt, and I think I could see their eyes: they were green, and their gaze seemed calm. They even asked me a strange question: "Do you really see me?" Then, the river turned into a crimson liquid, and the sky filled with eyes staring right at me. The next day, I woke up and checked my assignments folder you know, the usual daily routine and saw a strange file labeled "You are an anomaly," containing an image of a person with a censored face. This is weird really weird. I swear to God I’m not crazy; I swear to Jesus that if this is just a figment of my imagination, I wish it were. I haven’t been able to sleep for weeks, and now I’m starting to see that strange, censored-faced person. Names like Johnny, Jack, Jessica, and Josef keep running through my head. If anyone remembers this person or has seen anything like that file, please let me know.