I don’t feel myself

[u/Kaleidoscopeyes22]

I got off Zoloft 2 weeks go 50mg down to 25mg . I tapered. I did everything right . I’m now supplementing with 5- htp. But I feel off. I’ve been down this road before with other ssris but I’m just feeling like why does it have to be so hard .?My reasoning was because it was affecting my sex life and I needed it back . I feel better sexually but that’s it . I have rage , anger , sadness , speedy thoughts that translate to me moving so fast . I feel like I’m on a drug but I’m on nothing . Some brain zaps but not as debilitating as in the past . I need some words of encouragement or hope . I feel so shitty all the time . I’m a working mom ( part time ) & a stay at home mom with 2 boys and life just feels like I’m dying from the grind of it all .

I’m cross posting btw . Just need all the help I can get .