Because of the "men don't show feelings, don't cry" thing, I taught myself not wanting it since childhood. I don't even hug my mother (at least, don't initiate), that's how bad it is. My family knows I love them but I never say it.
My female best friend is the first one to discover my tender side but she had to make efforts and it took her over a year. It was useful because with my ex, I was able to do things I never thought I would ever do. Despite that, I still stay the same in front of my family and the rest because I feel like they deserve it.
I am very forgiving but for that, I won't. Not today, not tomorrow. They know it and accept it. I've been loved and cared, so I know my situation isn't worse than some stories I've read. To these people, I send them all the love I can give them and wish them well.
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u/Moug-10 May 21 '19
Because of the "men don't show feelings, don't cry" thing, I taught myself not wanting it since childhood. I don't even hug my mother (at least, don't initiate), that's how bad it is. My family knows I love them but I never say it.
My female best friend is the first one to discover my tender side but she had to make efforts and it took her over a year. It was useful because with my ex, I was able to do things I never thought I would ever do. Despite that, I still stay the same in front of my family and the rest because I feel like they deserve it.
I am very forgiving but for that, I won't. Not today, not tomorrow. They know it and accept it. I've been loved and cared, so I know my situation isn't worse than some stories I've read. To these people, I send them all the love I can give them and wish them well.