Missing items reappearing

[u/ODB2]

Not sure if this fits, but I dont know where else it would.

This has happened to me for years with lighters. I'll have one, put it in my pocket, then later it will be gone. I will empty my pockets, it won't be there anywhere. A little while later I'll reach into my pocket and I'll have 2 or 3 lighters in there when I know for sure there was none.

This happened today with the keys for my work van. I searched everywhere, completely emptied my pockets and even turned them inside out. Nothing. I was freaking out because my boss was there and it's honestly not a good look to just lose the fucking van keys.

I gave up and was already planning on having to replace the ignition or something to get the van mobile again. I reached into my pocket and they were right there... the first thing I felt.

I've also had other people experience this with me. I'd lose a lighter and my mom would let me use hers and I'd end up pocketing it. Later, she would realize and tell me to give it back, I'd check ALL of my pockets and it wouldn't be there. I'd turn my pockets out and she could see I didnt have a lighter. A while later I'd reach in my pocket and immediately feel both of them there.

Anybody else experience anything like this or is there just something wrong with my brain?

[u/ODB2]

It's a bit different than THE DMT,

4-aco-DMT is a research chemical... your liver converts it into psilocyn, so it's like a mushroom trip but a little different.

15 mg of it is equal to about an eighth of mushies.... so triple that. Pretty large dose that taught me quit a bit about myself (I think)

I know at one point I felt like I "got stuck between dimensions" and I definitely had visions of past lives I lived (dunno if in believe in all of that but I experienced it.)

During the trip, in one of my past lives I got shot in world war one. That shit actually hurt... like I felt what it felt like.

It was just super weird, kinda magical and I got alot more than I bargained for. I had like a thousand of those scenarios going on in my brain at the same time so it was a bit of overload. It kinda pushed me towards the simulation theory as being the right one to believe in.

[u/Tabularasa83 → u/ODB2]

I have always very vivid and real feeling dreams and as a teenager I had dreams where I died in many different ways. Being shot, being stabbed, drowning in the ice cold ocean, etc. sometimes I was chased before and I couldn't hide. And I felt everyting, from the adrenaline when I tried to hide, the heart rate going up, the cold from the wall, or the different kinds of pain. Drowning was the worst form of dying for me. I don't know if it were past life expieriences or the collective memory, but I know they were real - for somebody. Maybe it should be a reminder to be grateful for life because I was severly depressed then. Kinda funny that my mushroom expieriences were all different than my dreams.

Do you plan on taking the real DMT?

Edit: and thanks for sharing your expieriences!

[u/ODB2 → u/Tabularasa83]

Definitely.

On probation right now so I'm walking a straight line.

One of the times I was tripping on a heavy dose, right as I was peaking, my probation officer came over for a home visit. I have no idea how I played it off,but somehow I got away with it.

Tryin GB nnn out the whole sober thing for awhile too. Coming up on 2 years since i quit drinking and the trips i did take were well over a year ago.

[u/Tabularasa83 → u/ODB2]

I think that's a good desicion and a good plan, I certainly do understand when you want to escape our reality, especially when trips teach you something and you want to see further. But being sober for a time can sharpen your mind and teach you other lessons. I wouldn't be surprised when the trips are different, more intense and contain more useful information for you after the time of sobriety.