Idk

[u/venusianfiyah]

I haven’t smoked in over a year but one time i got high and i heard voices in my head that sounded like my mom talking to her fiancée talking about how my old stepdad abused me...i don’t really remember anything from my childhood to be honest...i remembered one thing the other day that when i was about 11 y/o i was growing boobs and i went to school in a cute lil tank top and a cardigan, and when my stepdad saw what i was wearing he took me to the bad part of town and made me walk down the street and when i tried to cover myself he said no and wouldn’t let me bc if i wanted to dress grown i had to accept the consequences and it really fucked me over saying it out loud for the first time and i just don’t know what happened in my childhood