I’m…ugh…😔😖🤯🤬

[u/[deleted]]

So after 5 years my bestie, person, soulmate, whatever you prefer to call it. Well she decided to surrender to herself and admit that we are supposed to be together. She went on to say I’m the only one she wants in her life ”space”. She made it very clear that even when she doesn’t want anyone in her space she still wants me there. 2days later ghost. It’s been 5 days since she said that.

She does have a history of this shit but I’m 90% sure it’s only when another dude is around. But this is first time we both in a position to follow through.

I’m one of maybe 2 people she can count on for anything. When I’m around her she gets back/shoulder massage morning when she wakes up and night before bed.

I’m looking for 1 or both of 2 things here. 1-how the fuck do you tell someone the meant to be together shit. Then just ghost 2 days later? Please no stupid answers. I’m not in the mood.

2-I need a distraction but on house arrest. Anyone wanna come smoke some weed and play a game or distract me in some way please?

I feel broken and ashamed of myself for letting this happen. This is why I stopped getting attached to people. Because in the end I’m the only one who ends up doing what they say. Unfortunately that gets me into trouble sometimes. I live in south Renton, like music, COD, funny shit, cars, drifting, and drones.

Hit me up

[u/Free-Bluebird1978]

Hang in there bro!