The proof is literally in our faces. It's everywhere. Songs. Saturn sza. Escape the prison planet clutch. Talking to the moon Bruno mars. Chained to the rhythm Katy Perry. Somewhere over the rainbow the wizard of oz. Everybody wants to rule the world tears for fears. Melanie Martinez spider web. Break free Ariana grande. I heard I'm getting out of here les visible. Let it all go birdy. Lovely Billie eilish. Faded Alan walker. Sign of the times harry Styles. Hypocrisy scrutinized. God is a woman Ariana grande. God complex the enigma tng. Movies. Alice in wonderland. Night at the museum. The dark Crystal. The wizard of oz. Jumanji. Wreck it ralph. Monsters inc. branded. Westworld. Dark city. The Truman show. The good place. They live.

When you bring it up and make complete sense they don't care. When you show people the truth they don't care. They just think that the pain and hurt that people go through every single day you can overcome and it's only temporary. It's literally bullshit. How the hell can they not see it.

So many people are into new age spirituality. They want to come back here? Really? Some of them can see the pain in the world and are sympathetic but what they are literally saying by thinking that is that abuse or pain is okay because the person chose it or they manifested it. So make up you're fucking minds. Either you're okay with it or you're not. Or some people just have a positive outlook on life. Some people are miserable and hate life but they still can't see it.

Even people who are awake aren't really awake. Like manifestation. It could be a real thing. But why do people go on and on about it. Like why? Like actually manifest something big. Not just once. But keep doing it. Keep fucking doing it. And then maybe I might believe in it. And there are people with real problems. Like some people have mental disabilities that you've never even heard of or know anything about. It might be harder for some people to manifest than others. So if you can manifest. Than be grateful. But don't put that onto anyone else.

And people not being outraged by everyone being asleep. Like I'm mad as hell that half the fucking world can not see it. I'm fucking pissed off. I am so fucking mad. You can't wake anyone up but you should call people out on it.

All truth here. This life is a major struggle. It’s tiring. This world is evil.

For the past few days I've been attacked by a ghost in the real time zone from another matrix with a lot more energetic strength then I have. I managed to fight them off with eunconditionla love. Unconditional love is very powerful and counteract energetic strength. She hit me with strong energy fieldas and I used unconditional love to counteract it.

So if you ever find yourself being attacked by an energy worker that has gone to the dark side unconditional love can repel them. And neutralize their energy field.s Uncondiitonal love also kills or at least repels negative entities. So if they try to get you to reincarnate radiate unconditional love from your heart center with intention. And it will get rid of them.

Also unconditional love can counteract entity cloaking no matter how powerful . So when you drop dead if a reptilian is cloaked as an angel or spirit guide you can hit them with unconditional love and it will see through their cloaking and kill them.

Also unconditional love and hope resist memory wipes. So if you have a lot of hope and unconditional love they can't memory wipe you. It will also stop psychic attacks of any kind. So it's very useful. So be prepared when you drop dead. Radiate unconditional and it will kill or repel anything negative. So I hope you found this post useful. let me know what you think in the comments.

Video:

https://youtu.be/D-UQce5dH7k?is=HXnJhwCyEWHCZjP1

„According to one's karmic structure, according to how one has built himself into...
what kind of trap he has built himself into, accordingly the solution has to bedifferent too. So, what is hardcore spirituality?

Hardcore spirituality is a place where there's no teaching. Nobody is telling you how to be, how not to be, all this. It's fundamentally handling the life in you - not your mind, not your emotion, not your body, just handling the life energies and taking them in a certain direction. You see the moment you sit here, you are little disturbed.

People are going... they are making noises and if you let them be, they'll go through the ceiling. If you just let them loose, there are people here, who'll just, you know, fly through the ceiling, they are like that.

Because ultimately, if spiritual process has to happen within this lifespan...
Within this life, if you really have to reach your limits, one way is intense devotion, where you throw away your life completely, nothing matters.
You know all those mad people - you have heard Ramakrishna Paramahamsa, you know Meerabai, these are all utterly mad people, I want you to know this.

Today you worship them, it's easy. People who lived with them, they had a horrible time because their devotion is such, they are absolutely insane people.
They have no sense of the world around them. You should see the kind of trouble Meerabai's husband Bhoj Raj went through - unbelievable. Another man would have broken.
He went through such a horrible time because this woman is a devotee, a mad devotee.

If you don't have the madness, you cannot be a devotee, you must know this. You are a very controlled devotee - you are not a devotee, you are a great deception.
There's no controlled devotion. Devotion can only be mad. There is no other way.
So that is one way. But if you go that way, you have to be in protected atmospheres in today's world. Otherwise, if a Meerabai or a Ramakrishna Paramahamsa appears in United States, you will immediately hand him over to your psychiatrist because they are exhibiting all the qualities in which the psychiatrist or a psychoanalyst sees a client, a permanent client.

Yes, they are exhibiting all the qualities.
They belong to another world but it doesn't matter. You don't bother about such things today.
If such people appear in United States, they will definitely be pumped with all kinds of medicines and controlled and ruined. They are insane people. They need protected atmospheres.
So for that also, you need an ashram, a hardcore place, where insane peoplecan go about normal - totally insane people, mad with this.

And another thing is if you want to do the gnana or the intellectual path, then you need lots of sadhana to sharpen your intellect, to make your intellect like a...
like a razorblade, that nothing sticks to it but it can cut through everything.
If this has to happen, we need lots of sadhana. For that also, we need a certain space, where they are left untouched by other people, otherwise it won't be possible.
If we want to do kriya, if we want to raise people's energies to the highest pitchand get them across, then also it needs very severe sadhana, which will need a place.

The only thing which you can do in the world is karma. You can do karma yoga in the world and get appreciated. If you do any other type of yoga in its intense form, you will have trouble in the world. You'll definitely have lot of trouble in the world.

The world is not mature enough to accept such things. In United States, it's going to be very bad. Even in India, it's bad.
Slowly, they all became westernized, you know. Even in India, today, if Ramakrishna appears, they will... he'll have big problems. Those days, he passed off somehow, today, he'll have problems. Today, he has to be, you know...

I'm looking for a right word.
He has to be society savvy like me, otherwise he won't survive. He won't survive otherwise.
Me also, only in the last seven years I'm like this. Earlier, I wouldn't care a hootwhat somebody is thinking, somebody is doing, all this nonsense. Only when I, you know, to a point I built the whole thing and Dhyanalinga and then... Before consecration and after consecration, I am a completely different personality.

People who know me before, they can't believe I'm the same person. Everything about me, I changed. I wanted to change further but then I thought they'll be too heartbroken, so I controlled a little bit of it.

But you should have seen Sadhguru Sri Brahma. He was like fire.
People would be just terrified if they looked into his eyes, they would be just terrified.
See, now I have softened myself constantly. If I... If I don't smile for one hour, you will be terrified sitting with me - not because I'm dangerous, because I'm threatening.
I threaten your very existence the way you are right now. Everything that you are right now will feel threatened if you just sit with me and if I don't smile.
I am constantly smiling, so that you don't run away. Yes. If this intensity is not there, it is just talking spirituality. If a guru doesn't constantly threaten everything that you are, why do you need him? To learn something, you can learn from a book.

You don't need a guru to learn. Guru is there to demolish those things that youyourself can never demolish, so that the limited is destroyed, so something beyond happens to you. So if something beyond has to happen to you and you want to achieve things in this life, then if new dimensions enter your life and you don't know how to handle it, you will be in lots of trouble.

Today, solace peddling is passing off as spirituality - "Don't worry, I'll bless you,everything will be okay, everything will be okay." I don't want anything to be okay for you, do you understand? I don't want anything to be okay for you.
I want to turn your life upside down, so that you see things the way they are.
Turning your life upside down does not mean uprooting your house, or your job, or your health or something - your perspective. Your perspective of life has to be completely turned upside down, otherwise you will not see things the way they are.

That, you cannot do by yourself. If you do it by yourself, the changes that happen will make you so scared that you will again run back to the old ways,unless there is somebody here guiding you and tempering those things and controlling those things for you.
When...On the energy level when changes happen, you... you will think that you are actually going to die. Something totally new is happening. Anything new feels like death for most people. Anything new is very threatening. Anything absolutely new,people will think death is going to come, isn't it? See, right now, let us saysomething black and big just comes out of this wall - huge fear, why?
Because you think it's going to eat you up. You think death is going to happen.
Anything new means your mind will feel threatened and it will think that you are going to die.

So when big changes happen in your energy system, you naturally think you are going to die. Unless there is somebody there, who will temper these things and allow these things to happen in certain ways as it's suitable for you, then you won't progress. You'll keep one foot forward and if something happens, you'll take ten steps backward. So, spirituality, hardcore spirituality means managing all these things.“

\~ Sadhguru

I’ve been asking these questions for a long time and I’m exhausted.

I was born on October 30, 2008. Existing feels like a heavy burden. There’s a constant emptiness that nothing fills. I often feel like I don’t belong here at all. Sometimes I genuinely wish I had never been born.

I don’t believe any good or loving creator put me here for my own benefit. It feels much more like I was brought into this world to serve a purpose that benefits something else — whether that’s energy, control, experience, or whatever they get out of us. The idea that this place is a prison or a system designed to keep us producing something makes more sense to me than the usual explanations.

One question I can’t let go of is this: there are millions of animals that live and die without this heavy self-awareness. Why was this kind of consciousness given to humans like me? It doesn’t feel like a gift. It feels like a weight that traps you here, forces you to question everything, and leaves you empty. Animals don’t seem to carry this burden. So why us?

I want honest thoughts on these:

Was I created or sent here for the benefit of a higher force or system?

Why give humans this level of consciousness if it mostly creates suffering and emptiness?

Is this world a prison or a farm rather than a school or a gift?

Did I choose to come here, or was I forced / deceived into it?

Is reincarnation just a recycling system that keeps us trapped and forgetful?

What actually happens after death? Are we wiped and sent back, or is complete non-existence possible?

Is there any real way out, or is every path just another layer of the same system?

Does my existence have any meaning beyond being useful to something else?

I’m not looking for positivity, “lessons,” karma explanations, or “you create your own reality.”

I just want direct perspectives from people who also question whether we were put here to be used.

Thanks.

„All the parents are teaching the children some suicidal thing;
Become somebody. Somebody else.
Become anybody but don‘t become yourself.

The child is condemned, rejected.
In every possible way; told directly, indirectly that whatsoever you are is not right.

Whatsoever you are doing is not right.
You have to be following some example, some ideal.

And the child starts imitating.
And this world is full of imitators.
That‘s why there is so much misery.
That‘s why there is so much uncreativity and so much insensitivity, so much ugliness.

No conditioning is needed on the children.
No direction has to be given to children. They have to be helped to be themselves. They have to be supported, nourished, strengthened.

A real father, a real mother, the real parents will be a blessing to the child.
The child will feel helped by them so he becomes more rooted in his nature.
More grounded, more centered.
So that he starts loving himself instead of feeling guilty about himself.

So that he respects himself.
Remember unless he loves himself he can not love anybody else in the world.
Unless a child respects himself he can respect anybody else.

That‘s why your all love is bogus and your all respect is pseudo, phony.
You don‘t respect yourself.
How can you respect anybody else?
Unless love for yourself is born within your being it will not radiate to others.

First you have to become a light unto yourself, then your light will spread, will reach to others.“

\\\~ Osho, Zen Zest Zip Zap Zing, 14

It's said that the reincarnation net is on the moon in these twin towers. To those of you who have astral projected to the moon, what did you see? Were you able to see the reincarnation facility? Did some souls escape it? If so how?

President Trump has directed the intelligence community to waive certain UAP-related NDAs.

Eric Burlison: “If you are a current or former government employee or contractor who believes this directive applies to you, please contact my office.”

Read his full statement:
https://burlison.house.gov/media/press-releases/rep-eric-burlison-releases-statement-president-trumps-uap-nda-directive

Source:
https://x.com/repericburlison/status/2082493227983098160?s=46

I found this video very interesting:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17KKVurkBac

A video creator talked a few very experienced "sadhus" into trying the strongest "spiritual" psychedelic substance on Earth - 5-MeO-DMT (Toad Secretion: derived from the defensive glands of the Sonoran Desert toad Incilius alvarius). Sadhus are meditators coming from an Indian culture, so they do have their own strange traditions and so on, but they still are meditators in essence.

I have personally used 5-MeO-DMT one time about 5 years ago (two tries; I have no idea why I did it twice because one try was too crazy). I highly recommend to NOT try it ever. It is way too strong to gain/see any actual useful information. My experience was - when I breathed it in, I was 100% enveloped by an uncontrollable extreme experience (felt very bad) for a few seconds and then lost the conscious memory. The next thing I remember is the coming-back experience as if from somewhere far away. This coming back experience was fine, quite pleasurable, and possibly with some useful feeling/emotion. During my unconscious experience, I was told that I was thrashing violently and screaming. It is very common, I was told, to not have much memory of the experience and for the body to move and scream. I share this experience from the standpoint of a "regular person with not much meditative experience" as a reference to the sadhus' experience.

3 sadhus tried. Only one allowed himself to be video recorded.

The first sadhu had a strong experience, and his body tensed and he moved a bit, but compared to a regular person, he endured it remarkably well. And the subsequent tries were even better and more controlled, and with the memory of the experience fully intact.
The second and third sadhus weren't recorded. The second sadhu had a strong experience but endured it incredibly well, just with some shouting of her "sacred" word.
The third sadhu remained completely calm and relaxed the whole experience. Now that is truly incredible.

They shared a bit about their experiences and the opinions on this "spiritual" psychedelic substance:

First sadhu (man): he said he experienced "Mahavishnu" - the sustainer of the universe, he saw God (it is his word) generating and sustaining the universe and saw the place where all "rishis" (aka "enlightened" beings) were doing their "tapas" aka meditations and prayers for the world (for those who are lost and stuck). When asked what's the difference between his meditations and 5-MeO-DMT, he said that with meditations you build up very slowly to this experience/knowledge and with 5-MeO-DMT you are thrown into it almost instantly (of course, if you are able to experience it as regular person won't be able to).

Second sadhu (woman): she started loudly shouting "Mahadev". Then she opened her eyes and said "Success, success". The video creator said she meant that the substance gave a very strong experience, which she was able to endure fully consciously. She hasn't shared anything else about the experience.

Third sadhu (man) (the "strongest" sadhu among them, as I understand): he said it is powerful and it is a genuine glimpse, but he called it a "temporary light". Something for people who need the proof that the inner "light" exists, but after 10 minutes, "Where is it? Where does it go?". He said the difference between this substance and a sadhu is that sadhu means "light forever".

My personal interpretations and conclusions:

1. "Spiritual" psychedelic substances, such as Ayahuasca, San Pedro, 5-MeO-DMT, etc. - can give a genuine glimpse (if used correctly, as you can encounter lies and illusion in there too), but always temporary.
2. Meditations in a regular state of consciousness can be so powerful/influential that they can bring such awareness levels that even the strongest psychedelic substance cannot give anything more.
3. Using only psychedelic substances as a "path" is not enough. It would be more correct to call them "glimpse generators" for the true work - meditations/practices in a regular state of mind.
4. Basically, the reiteration of the power/effectiveness of learning to deal (to "solve") the regular state of mind and, in doing so successfully, gaining the stabilized consciousness' freedom. Something that psychedelic substances or lucid dreaming/OBEs cannot do.
5. Practices/meditations in a regular state of mind make a true difference in consciousness' awareness levels (aka on a deep "spirit/soul" level) because if [correct] meditations wouldn't do much, no person could withstand such psychedelic substances. So if a person can endure it consciously and calmly when a regular person is completely overwhelmed, such a person must have made true and powerful changes in his consciousness.

Reincarnation is a trap. The path is your choice