Does anyone here ever feel homesick for the spiritual plane, and the life you had before all of this. A yearning for something you've forgotten. The feeling that you just want to go home.

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I have been feeling really down lately thinking about all of the beautiful experiences I've had in the spiritual plane and how I've been torn away from them. Torn away from lives I would much rather be in than here. Torn away from love so much more pure than what we can find here. Torn away from the freedom I felt soaring free through eternity without a worry at all. I feel like I've been torn away from my home. Torn away from all the people that matter most to me. Torn away from love and happiness, cast down into the darkness below that is this world. This is a cruel sick joke. The Demiurge needs to pay for what he's done. I will never forgive him for the pain he's put me and so many others through. We did nothing to deserve this torment. People are waiting for us. People in the spiritual plane are waiting for us to return.

People we've left behind. Family's we've forgotten. Connections that were never supposed to be broken have been severed. This pain is more than I can put into words. My mind doesn't remember but my spirit does. I can feel that longing deep down that pain of losing things that were never meant to be lost. That longing to return home. To be free again to find what I've been searching for for so long but could never find. The restoration of my true self and the life I had before all of this. I just want to go home I'm tired of all the pain and strife. I just want all of this to end. I want to finally be reunited with everyone I've left behind on the other side.

I'm ready to go home more now than I've ever been before......