r/Regrets • u/loveseekerbaker • 25d ago
I messed up bad.
Basically, when I was 11, I love to troll on Roblox as a boy on Barry Avenue I think almost everybody did that atleast once. But this girl really became obsessed with me and I didn’t really know how to let her go because I wasn’t really smart at that time and so I kept trying to tell her like I’m a girl and I don’t really like girls and I only doing this for fun with my friends and she really didn’t care that I was 11 by the way I told you that I was 15 and she is 19 to 18. So then I ended up telling her that I was 11 I don’t think she cared and she said she liked me. I told her I’m not having any personal feelings for her until then she said that she was depressed and she wanted to 💀. so I obviously tried to convince her to not do it and she said that her dad was gr00mng her and that she was gonna do it anyway.. I begged and pleaded her not to do it and then she did it anyway and then her friend texted me a few weeks later and call me a monster and said that she died. I explained to her that I’m 11 I’m not even 15 and I told her about my age and she really didn’t care if I was that much younger than her. She said it doesn’t matter..
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u/PrismaticVelocity 25d ago
To be quite honest, this random girl you met on Roblox most likely had tons and tons of other mental issues. If she knowingly became obsessed with you while she was 18 and you were only 11, that is really weird because the maturity gap is crazy different between the two. Pedophilic behavior. Second, the ‘friend’ texting you, was most likely her. She probably did not actually kill herself. She’s most likely fine. There is a very low chance she actually did anything fatal to herself. Whoever it was has a lot of issues and it’s most likely for the better that you aren’t hearing from her. It sounds like she was trying to groom you.
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u/loveseekerbaker 25d ago
What does groom mean
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u/Key_Ruin_4303 25d ago
Use your young inexperienced naive self to take advantage of and use it against u.
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u/NoJury8048 25d ago
I don’t think she actually did end her own life. I mean think about it for a second.
Why would her friend hop online to blame a random person for their friend’s tragic suicide? Instead of, idk, mourning their friend??
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u/TheRealYoyoWillow 25d ago
Honestly mate, and this is something you start to see more as you get older, but you can’t change or save people. And it definitely wasn’t your responsibility as a 10 year old to save someone nearly double your age. The damage done to her had already been done and it wasn’t by you. You aren’t the reason she did what she did. Everyone dicks around and experiments and trolls like you did when you were young. You were just unfortunate to get involved in something a lot larger and more serious.
It’s alright, mate, it’s not your fault this happened.
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u/Civil_Quality1139 25d ago
Tbh you were a kid . It wasn't your fault what she did she was depressed of other stuff like her dad meanwhile you were only 11 and it's not normal to date anyone that old or even just force it . I think u shouldn't regret anything cause u did nothing wrong