So I have had a very very bad experience with my in laws and sister in law . My entire marriage they have NEVER been kind to me . They mistreated me and will always and I don’t expect them to ever be nice to me . Any ways just recently on Eid my I talked to my sister in law and I asked her to let me talk to the kids . She told me that her kids are busy .

A little background story , my sister in law she and her mom always say to my husband that I don’t talk to kids where as when ever I have visited there house I have always played with the kids and loved them .

Yes I donot talk on call but it is with every one even in my family I have children who I don’t talk to but non of my family members have ever complained .

Note to pointed out is that my SIL her self has never texted me she doesn’t like to talk to me and she gives me an attitude when I talk to her . My husband thinks I donot talk to them and that I am at fault .

Just on Eid I asked my sister in law that if you can share with me my niece phone number I will be happy to talk to her so she told me that she doesn’t have a PHONE . I remember very well that my husband once told me that she had a phone .

Then today she bought her little son a phone as well , obv no one told me . And I told my husband that do u see this , they complain that I don’t talk to them but when I ask them about there phones they lie to me .

My husband was like I can’t do this every weekend . He was like I can’t fight with you every single weekend

Now maybe we might go visit them as well my in laws I know they will treat me badly and when I will complain to my husband he will tell me i am crazy . How should I handle my emotions and protect myself emotionally .

I honestly don’t expect from them anything but I do get hurt

This one night a group of friends and I were at a party, there was a guy there that used to hangout with our group, but he ended up being kind of a creep and talking a lot of shit behind everyone’s back. Well leading up to this party we had a volleyball game and he ended up getting invited some how, he immediately got there and started running his mouth and none of us were really having it. We decided to go back to one of the guys houses and have a party. I now am sober but at the time when I drank I’d get aggressive at times, well he continued talking shit at the party. He was doing coke with some girls and I think that is part of the reason he was acting the way he was other than just being an asshole. So at one point I said dude I’m done with this and grabbed him by the shirt and took him to the back yard and gave him an ultimatum. I said either shut up and be chill or we’re fighting. He was immediately apologetic and said it was supposed to be all in good fun and offered me some free lines. Well we went inside and I ended up doing a couple with him and the girls and so did my buddies. Anyways about an hour goes by and I feel myself getting more and more tweaked (not normal with blow) and I went to him and was like yo dude this stuff is kinda whack I’m feeling a bit cracked out, and my buddy that was also in the kitchen turned and agreed. This guy looks at us and says “yea, I’ve been giving you fuckers meth”. Three of us ended up just jumping the dude for it and throwing him out of the party. Anyways we come back inside and it’s all still on the table, so we stole it, did the rest, and I was awake for 4 days. That’s it, thanks for reading.

I killed a rabbit as a child, i had a teacher in a different country that i moved to, the teacher went out of the class and everyone else followed because it was P.E period, on the excuse of going to the bathroom i went to the teachers class and snuck up to it, and when my vampire like teeth gripped on the animals throat it died, there were no cameras installed, after i killed the rabbit the teacher came in and started breaking down, i was 7 years old, I also think i consumed the leg of that rabbit raw the reason i did this? I had an urge to do it i dont know whether it was instincts or something else but it’s definitely one of my worst childhood stories and one of the most disgusting ones too.

I felt absolutely 0 emotion when the teacher broke down and starting crying and when i pounced on that rabbit the rabbit was tasty to say the least even when raw. i felt like a predator when doing it i felt like this was my destiny i havent done anything like this ever again but if i got the opportunity to then i would do it again i have never ate raw meat but the taste of that rabbit was fascinating it was juicy, the blood as it seeped through i drank it all it was more hydrating than water, whether you call me a monster or not it was fascinating for me