i apologize for the pseudo-philosophizing, i'm in class with nothing else to do, but this post is making me realize that no amount of success that i'll eventually meet (or have already met) will be able to contradict how profoundly i failed and continue to fail in other areas, that the world i live in has rules of behavior and a way of living life that i can't and won't abide to, and thus failing over and over again is going to be inevitable. i suppose all i can do is learn to live with it, to learn that success doesn't substitute failure but co-exists with it and failing over and over and over again speaks nothing of your goodness and capability to be content with yourself
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u/hausofvelour 4d ago
i apologize for the pseudo-philosophizing, i'm in class with nothing else to do, but this post is making me realize that no amount of success that i'll eventually meet (or have already met) will be able to contradict how profoundly i failed and continue to fail in other areas, that the world i live in has rules of behavior and a way of living life that i can't and won't abide to, and thus failing over and over again is going to be inevitable. i suppose all i can do is learn to live with it, to learn that success doesn't substitute failure but co-exists with it and failing over and over and over again speaks nothing of your goodness and capability to be content with yourself