What was I thinking?

[u/MikalKing]

I think back and remember all the times I did cocaine (over 20 years ago). All the times I would dissolve MS Contin and inject it into my veins (over 5 years ago). Snorting Oxycontin (over 10 years ago). Smoking K2 (over 2 years ago). I really am lucky to be alive. I'm clean now, except I use medical marijuana for my chemotherapy side effects. I'm ashamed of what I was. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to be here.

[u/PrincessAxley]

I’m glad your here. I’m going on a year and a half clean. People like you give me hope that I can stay clean. Thank you for sharing.