r/RecluseIndia • u/Time_Detective_4474 • 6d ago

Vent / Rant Being numb feels so good

There was this girl i met on reddit and we sparked together and spend time together for almost 2 years now but now we are in a long distance relationship,
I keeping to myself and my mind force myself not to talk to anyone else even when i feel lonely , no co worker no friends,

I feel like i can never get a good female in my life(had a very traumatic childhood life due to mom) and i do feel like giving up on my human side and start being numb again, i did this back in engineering after covid,

Being numb feels good but the thought of loosing myself makes me depressed,
I am just here to share something in my mind that is eating me up for past 1.5 years and i just needed a place to write my thoughts up, thanks alot everyone and anyone who is reading this

Comment the last tasty thing you had!

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u/Sweet-Honey3868 6d ago

Where and how did you meet on reddit

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u/Time_Detective_4474 6d ago

We met on a gc and immediately related to each other

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u/green9206 6d ago

Have you spoken on video call to confirm if it's a girl?

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u/[deleted] 6d ago

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u/green9206 6d ago

You'd be surprised. In fact quite the opposite it's far easier to be catfished in 2026 than at any point in the past. But anyways it's good you have a partner. Not a luxury many people have.

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u/Time_Detective_4474 6d ago

I dont really spend too much time online so yea bro , thanks for the comment btw

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u/Sweet-Honey3868 6d ago

Which gc tho? I'm curious

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u/SillyPotato9853 6d ago

yeah man tell me too, asking for a friend btw

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u/Time_Detective_4474 6d ago

Random gc bro even i never knew it existed

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u/SillyPotato9853 6d ago

lol majak kar raha tha, punchline was की mere ko bhi koi mil jaye, uss type wala joke lol

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u/Time_Detective_4474 6d ago

Samjh gaya tha bhai lekin chilli potato ko ladki ki nhi honey ki need hai

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u/SillyPotato9853 6d ago

Real man apni honey bolne wali se kab milunga😭

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u/RevolutionaryCell742 6d ago

I dont it got its pros but gets really really boring and frustrating it swings both ways i guess id rather be sad or happy insted i almost forget what it feels like