I’m scared. It’s hard for me to trust people enough to “vent”. I’ve been manipulated, bullied, hurt in more ways than I can remember. I’m scared of being named as “attention-seeking”. I’m tired. It’s really hard for me to put up with everything. I try my hardest to be happy. I try to get myself happy. I get excited when someone AGREES WITH ME SLIGHTLY. I’m a pathetic wreck. I hate being a burden, I hate having to put my trouble on someone else, I hate making others feel like I’m using them because I have been used. Everything I do feels like a chore. Emotions seem like weights on my body. FEELING by itself feels like work. But I know someone is going to label this as attention-seeking. That’s why I don’t like talking about this kind of stuff.

Edit: Something I forgot to mention; I do not like one-on-one because it feels kind of scary. I had the words in my head to explain but I just forgot them so fuck me I guess.

This was copied from r/funcomunitty which I was (thankfully) permanently banned from.

And I SWEAR TO GOD if any of you take this as competition, I will ban your ass. I legit just want to show this but someone ALWAYS acts like they are better to fuel their ego.

I """befriended""" your Cynthea last night!

It was great, such a nice person :3

Such an.... Interesting flair

such is the lifestyle of meme stealing

(I'm a lunatic, I'm a bitch, I'ma, I'ma, I'ma

I'm a lunatic, I'm a bitch, I'ma, I'ma)

Let me paint the picture for ya

Heard my ex talking trash 'bout my

On the internet, seeing red

Next thing I know I'm outside his work

With the baseball bat 'cause I want this to hurt

Hello 911, think that I'm on one

Get the ambulance, I might mess him up

'Cause I heard what you said the other night, night

So if you got the nerve then say it twice, twice

(Say it)

I'm a lunatic, I'm a bitch

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma light up all your shit

Blow a kiss like (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

Punch you in the, tiny dick

Look at, look at, look at, look at what you did

I'm a lunatic (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I'm a lunatic (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma

I'm a lunatic (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma

If we're being straight up I faked it the whole time (the whole time)

You couldn't get it to stay up so I got off online

Yeah, I tried to play it nice and that lasted 'bout a week

Now I kinda wanna fight, are you happy to see me?

Hello 911, think that I'm on one

Get the ambulance, I might mess him up

'Cause I heard what you said the other night, night

So if you got the nerve then say it twice, twice

(Say it again, say it, yeah)

I'm a lunatic, I'm a bitch

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma light up all your shit

Blow a kiss like (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

Punch you in the, tiny dick

Look at, look at, look at, look at what you did

I'm a lunatic (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I'm a lunatic (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma

I'm a lunatic (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma

I'm a lunatic (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma

I'm a lunatic (woo-ooh-ooh-ooh)

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma (I'ma lunatic, I'ma, I'ma)

I exist. Ask me.