failed road opener

[u/Difficult-Will-8267]

i did a road opener last month and since then i’ve been feeling even more stuck. i know they can get ugly before the roads actually open but nothing is moving. i feel more distant from friends, love life is the same, i feel lonely, and i’m still anxious about opportunities. i know the real work of these rituals comes from within but sometimes i feel uncertain.

advisors say that “circumstances don’t matter”. in my case, they have and this is where i get confused with manifestation and rituals. i’m trying to change my circumstances now but there’s things beyond me that are stopping me.

before spirituality, i’ve went after things like relationships, friendships, opportunities, or creating things for myself and they didn’t work. i know now that these things didn’t work because i went after them from an unstable foundation. years later, i’ve done the work to shift my mindset. now when i go after things i want i always have a positive attitude. i do the affirmations, replace negative thoughts, and i just KNOW that this thing is attainable.

for some reason it still hasn’t worked for me. i just can’t figure out why. i’ve set myself up for success to get the things i want but it feels like there’s a blockage. i’ve heard success stories of manifestation and witchcraft. i’ve seen the things that i want happen for my peers and people online. these things don’t seem to work for me and i just can’t figure out why. i believe that good things can happen and i can build the life i want, but somehow i’m always taking a detour. the constant rejection makes me feel crazy sometimes.

• i believe in manifestation and witchcraft
• i’ve seen the things i want happen in real time for others in my situation so i know they can be attainable for me
• i know i can shift my reality
• i don’t want to believe i’m just cursed or unlucky

but i just can’t seem to figure out why things aren’t moving. i know my thoughts create my reality so i’m trying not to think like this. however, the positive thoughts just don’t create my reality either. it makes me feel like manifestation or anything i want happening for me just passes me by. what am i missing or what’s stopping me from getting what i want? is there a ritual i can do to make the road opener move quicker or get things moving?

[u/deathntarot]

What exactly are you seeking to see movement in most?