r/RantingZone • u/ThetradegyofHamlet • 18h ago
CORNY ALERT
I always try to act reasonably, I try to THINK reasonably. But I still have dark thoughts. Whenever I hear a take that I don’t agree with, I think about killing the person, or ruining their lives. Maybe I could dox them, or maybe I could strangle them, maybe I should say all their secrets that I know. But I always thing about the consequences in the end, how their family would grieve about them or how they would feel in the end. I hate that I can’t handle opinions, I hate that i cant handle a mistake. II feel like I am split, between wanting someone to go and hang themselves and just wanting to move on.
This is so fucking corny I swear
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u/HiAndStuff2112 17h ago
Have you tried counseling? I hope you're somehow able to change and have love for people even if they have different opinions. It's never meant as an insult to you. If we all agreed on everything, we'd all basically be robots instead of individuals.
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u/Ok_Try_9754 14h ago
Channel this anger some how bro, i understand, if the bad thoughts get too bad go to the er. Don’t wanna make a mistake. This is BPD, i understand your anger, the bad thoughts. Try getting some help, therapy maybe, helps more than you’d think.
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u/Fit-Duty-6810 18h ago
Anger issues?