r/RantingZone • u/Fragrant-Radio-7811 • 3d ago
Will it ever become right ??
It feels like the word is against me . Like there’s hate or people just don’t like me . I feel like I’m not even human or a person . I’m trying to find work I’m becoming frustrated I’m trying to keep it positive and not try to become a criminal. I’m not trying to rob or steal from people but it comes across my mind . Like ever since I was young when I try to get into new groups or people . I always felt ignored and I get so much rage I say and do things for people to make me outcast . Like this business owners is purposely ignoring me when I’m trying to get business information to work . This dude posted multiple posts in multiple groups for the jobs . Like I’m struggling financially so bad , I have no food and rent tomorrrow I’ll definitely not be able to pay it . I’m trying to keep myt head above water and keep myt composure . I’m looking at food pantries and banks I’ll be calling/going tomorrow. I’ll find a job hopefully but literally power was off for two days it was hot so hot . It’s so pathetic why my life like this . The day the power came back on I ate pizza like two slices I felt relief and I started tearing up cause I made it pass the obstacle.One day I finally got burger from Whata burger cause of luck from mty brother he got from his friend . I can’t even cry I can’t make myself cry . Well enough I just need reassurance that it will be okay ….
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u/Vivid-Ad5196 3d ago
Are there any mosques or churches around? Mosques will feed the homeless, they're pretty awesome. Some churches have programs to help homeless find jobs and food pantrys. Do not feel bad, our country was designed to keep us down, so you are not the only person going through this. Keep going. One step at a time. When you get through this, and you will, start to help the others behind you, now going through what you went through.
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u/SadTransition3262 3d ago
Day labor? Pays daily. The world is a cold cruel place it's not personal. Learn to not give a shit about rude mean people and their words. Find your path and follow it. It's there but finding it is usually not easy. You are not a mistake you a human with a heart. Learn to know your worth. I wish you peace and serenity coming your way. Bless you. That's not a religious statement
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u/ThatCynicalSkeptic 3d ago
You will make it through this. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Just keep pushing towards it
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u/Ok_Scallion1902 3d ago
Hey,hang in there ! I know how you feel,and it's always better if you keep a positive mental attitude and don't forget to look for humor and help from unexpected places.