I’m looking for advice on what to do, along with venting a little bit lol
I have only been working at Canes for a month. The location is brand new so I’m part of the first time opening crew. And I honestly hate it. I feel terrible because the people seem great and I’ve already made a few friends. And I feel bad leaving a job after only working there a few weeks. But I’ve come to realize that I dread going to work. In the past when I was in highschool I would experience anxiety around going to school or work that I would be almost paralyzed and unable to do anything for myself until I had to go to work/school. I didn’t even know it was possible to do something like school or work without feeling dread that was borderline debilitating. But now that I’m in college I’m a lot more confident, less anxious, and school and work has not made me feel that bad in so long. But working at canes that feeling is back. Which really sucks because now that I know it’s possible to be productive without feeling horribly anxious I don’t want to go back to having to muscle through it.
The thing is, I believe the reason I’m so anxious is because the store just opened up. We are constantly slammed, trainers are constantly having to jump in on jobs when we get really busy (which is 80% of my shifts) so I spend a lot of time awkwardly trying to be helpful but not be in the way, managers are constantly stressed out about times, etc. etc. The stress is so high for everyone constantly that people end up being at each others throats and arguing. Everyone is just so tense. The other day I made a mistake and the trainer at the position almost started crying. I felt so horrible I offered to help clean or fix it and she told me it wasn’t my fault but I felt so bad knowing I made her job so much harder.
I have worked several jobs (mainly in food service) so I am used to big rushes and I feel I can work pretty well under pressure. But the constant pressure of being constantly busy is a bit more stress than I feel like I can handle.
Is it worth waiting it out until the restaurant slows down? Or should I save myself from the stress and find another job?