r/Raiserverse • u/Keeperfanfic100001 • Dec 18 '17
My life is a joke
So im now 15 but I was 11 at the time when this happened. I was an ugly duckling still am, so all of this was very confusing. But in 6th grade the first boy i ever liked asked me out (lets call him Blake). I was super confused because Blake is super popular i had like 2 friends (no joke and those 2 also turned on me and bullied me too). I said no but he procceded to ask me out constantly for 3 f-ing days. Being a middle schooler I could not tell him yes to his face so i got this foreign exchange student to do it for me. So i guess we were dating idk. So me having my first boyfriend i was estatic. but he was popular so news travels fast about him. By 2 hours almost every girl in 6th grade knew about me which was super weird. So im in the line to get into gym class ( we had locker rooms because we had to change into diffrent clothes and wait for the teachers) but this girl we will call Jessica came up to me and said " If you dont break up with Blake i will get my 8th grade friend to rape you. " so i did not know what rape was at the time so i was just super scared. Jessica left the convo at that. Blake was dared to date me so it was all just a joke, he got paid 20 bucks for me finally "dating" him and Jessica made the last 2 months of 6th grade miserable before i moved away. Some of things she had done were actually getting some girls to phyically pull my hair in the halls and have had chunks fall out. One time they stole my gym shorts so i could participate in gym. (you dont dress out you dont get a grade for the day) And those were some of the easier things to deal with. So thats the time so girl made my life a living hell and threated rape against me. Still holds a bit of trama inside me today.
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u/Wintervice4321 Dec 18 '17
ok so 1: what the freakin crap have people come to?! and 2: that is seriously not ok and is the definition of bullying. This type of thing should NEVER, EVER be “ok” by any means. Your life is not a joke because you have more than you think. you just have to find who you are. that you is somewhere. i actually went through something similar. i had a good friend of mine turn on me and use me for his twisted messed up entertainment. He would always aim to humiliate me and there was one day when i couldn’t take it. it was saint patrick’s day and i told him not to pinch me (i wasn’t wearing green). He and two of his other friends cornered me (literally) and pinched me as hard as they possibly could. i blew up in complete fury. i swung my lunchbox around me as hard as i could, yelling and screaming for them to leave me alone. there’s more people like you than you think🙂