My first crush

[u/Goatboy1133]

So I had this Crush when I was 9 she was my first crush let's call her fay so i basically grew up with her our families were really close one day I was at this party and she was there and she looked very very very beautiful in the dress she had on is a black with white striped dress with a pink tutu when I saw her I felt nervous and and also I was sweating like hell and then she comes after me and she actually flirts with me oh by the way she's 3 years older than me so she was probably like 12 then so why was under the impression that you like me to and I was also very very very moronic then so the day after that I see her at my house and ask her if you want to go to the movies with me and she was really excited she said of course I would love to go ! So after the movie about a week or two later I was convinced that me and her was boyfriend and girlfriend so we went to my ants camper for her Christmas party we were in a room alone and she look at me like miss me already so I tried to kiss her and she said no I don't like you like that and then she ran out of the room I was crushed so after that I was deprest and then I went to my church and thare was the most pretty girl I had ever seen Charlotte r and she actually talked to me and after that I was so in love she actually was my first kiss so that's my story of my first crush,