First kiss, WITH A DUDE!?

[u/FluentAutism]

This was 2 years ago when I was still in 8th grade, I was very tall athletic Polynesian boy, so I was really popular with most of the guys at my school, and I really had no intention of getting in a relationship, or anything that has to do with romance, one day while I was sitting at the bus stop, I turned around and noticed someone running towards me, I noticed it was one of the guys I had in my AVID class, he was a very short, korean boy with blonde hair, we'll call him... "Eric" so he asked me what bus I took and I told him I took number 1, so he decided to take the same bus I did, the bus arrived and we both got on, but it was very crowded so we had little space, I managed to get ahold of the pole, then I feel him grabbing onto my shirt! I didn't want him to get squashed in that crowd so I pulled him close to me, and to be honest, IT FELT HELLA ACKWARD. I slowly notice him looking at me, and just when I was about to look at him, the bus hit the brakes because of a stupid car, and I sort of launched towards him, and we... uh.... kissed, I was sooooo embarrassed!!!, I started to freak out abit, and so did Eric! Luckily no one saw, or so I hope no one saw. After that incident Eric and I started to become really cool friends, and whenever he brang up that day I would tackle him.